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mespinozart.bsky.social
NB Artist that may be autistic. I draw. I write fanfic. I live in the void. Hualian brainrot. Anime, manga and everything in between. Will try to keep it SFW if I can. They/Them @mespinozart ~~*••*~~
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Main character: I cannot go this journey alone. Side character: You have my charismatic support. Love interest: You have my unconditional love. Author: And MY trauma!

submitted 8 days ago • 12 comments

#wuming #xielian #tgcf

submitted 10 days ago • 0 comments

I should really start reading SVSS. At this point I'm avoiding it on purpose 🫣

submitted 16 days ago • 0 comments

“You’ve always been the strongest. But you don’t have to be strong every waking moment of every day” -MXTX TGCF

submitted 17 days ago • 0 comments

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Happy Valentine's day Eve! 😍

submitted 23 days ago • 0 comments

Braiding Gege’s hair 🥰 #天官赐福 #TGCF #천관사복

submitted 23 days ago • 3 comments

Big time hup right there bud

submitted 24 days ago • 24 comments

I just want to be able to draw as much as i used to

submitted 26 days ago • 11 comments

Sleeveless 🦊 #TGCF

submitted 25 days ago • 2 comments

This got me seeing starts

submitted 25 days ago • 0 comments

The war between doing what others are doing vs doing what I should be doing vs the shit I want to do

submitted 25 days ago • 0 comments

Juggling two social medias was hard enough, now I’m trying three and thinking of a fourth??!!

submitted 25 days ago • 0 comments

Hello!! I would like to ask all fellow #tgcf lovers for help for the leadup to my #tgcfcloneweek event. If you have anything with clones that you've created and would like it to be shared on my event pages, please let me know and send the links! (1/2)

submitted 25 days ago • 2 comments

sometimes self care is just reading fics in bed all day

submitted 27 days ago • 0 comments

You gotta learn to be okay having a range of (seemingly contradictory) interests. Like sure I love to read classic literature, but I also love to read (and write) about men getting bent like a pretzel. Be a renaissance woman, do it all.

submitted 27 days ago • 7 comments

Me wanting to do my own art for myself.* The kid’s book commission sitting in the back burner of my brain for two years*:….

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

I blame dystopian fiction for the expectations I am seeing. Ironically, those books largely come after 50 years (or more) for a reason. You think the revolution is immediate because that's when you're brought into the story. But if the fall took decades, the revolution also took decades.

submitted 28 days ago • 133 comments

Fox spirit!Hua Cheng's aftercare would include manifesting his nine tails and wrapping them around his exhausted and fucked out Xie Lian like a fluffy cocoon

submitted 28 days ago • 0 comments

Listen I get the appeal of modern AU Artist Hua Cheng who’s booked and busy and has massive gallery openings but I need a fic that depicts him hunched over a tablet for hours without moving, constant neck and wrist pain, old cups of tea surrounding him

submitted 29 days ago • 2 comments

I'M girls who are boys who like boys to be girls who do boys like they're girls who do girls like their boys????

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You ever come across a song that so perfectly fits a character that you play it obsessively over and over and over again while vividly hallucinating an entire music video in your head

submitted 29 days ago • 21 comments

Wanna do art but also wanna lay down and let the void consume me

submitted 29 days ago • 0 comments

(steps to mic on podium) Hong'er

submitted 30 days ago • 2 comments

#WuMing

submitted 31 days ago • 0 comments

Still quite cold out there, but got me some #hualian to warm me up :)

submitted 32 days ago • 0 comments

Forgot that I was going to post my drawings here too. Here's my last contribution to twitter's GforCongo event. Little XL riding a wave of little chickens! Got the idea from that one scene on Penguin Highway (highly recommend)

submitted 33 days ago • 0 comments

“Help! I’m trapped!” I say as I comfortably lay down under blankets with two cats on top that I may or may not have put there myself. Ah the procrastination.

submitted 34 days ago • 0 comments

Starting to see my life as BEFORE Heaven Official’s Blessing and AFTER Heaven Official’s Blessing

submitted 40 days ago • 0 comments

Started the year writing fanfic, just like I did last year. I’ve come full circle!

submitted 53 days ago • 0 comments

January feels like a Monday

submitted 56 days ago • 0 comments

My first thought was Xie Lian 😛

submitted 95 days ago • 0 comments

don’t ever lose sight of what’s important in life (homoeroticism)

submitted 95 days ago • 0 comments

Anyways- #tgcf #hualian

submitted 98 days ago • 0 comments

Two months and 18k words later, the next chapter of my Wu Ming saga is up! archiveofourown.org/works/608935...

submitted 101 days ago • 0 comments

When you get demotivated because you are an impatient little bitch

submitted 102 days ago • 0 comments

I knew something was wrong when yesterday the idea of reading fanfic sounded tiring. Ugh

submitted 103 days ago • 0 comments

You know that thing where you feel, like, really bad physically for a bunch of years in a row with no end in sight

submitted 103 days ago • 2 comments

Shout out to my #Wulian fic that I in no way intended it to be 27k, for reaching 3,300 hits! I didn't see this coming, now I'm more excited to finish the next chapter. Just hold on a bit it's almost done.

submitted 103 days ago • 0 comments

reclaiming :3 from the realm of cringe, one banger at a time

submitted 105 days ago • 87 comments

I'm going to blow your mind: It is possible for the same person to enjoy paper books, ebooks, AND audiobooks, all for different reasons and at different times.

submitted 105 days ago • 312 comments

The biggest 1st world problem of your fingers getting cold from scrolling while you're reading BL on your phone under a pile of blankets 😭

submitted 105 days ago • 1 comment

i need vampire aesthetic hua cheng... i need that man in a corset... i need that man to SLAY

submitted 105 days ago • 0 comments

xie lian crying out "too deep, too deep!!" when hua cheng is fully sheathed inside him. but at the same time, xie lian's legs coil and tighten around hua cheng's hips, pulling him even deeper and not letting him pull back, or worse, out 💦

submitted 105 days ago • 0 comments

Make 2D animated remakes of live action classics, you cowards!

submitted 106 days ago • 60 comments

people needing all sex in smut to be Perfectly Safe And Clean and Negotiated and Realistic, i s2g imagine reading a fantasy book where the author goes "by the way, don't worry, dragons aren't real" in the middle of the book like bitch i'm not here because i think dragons are real

submitted 106 days ago • 7 comments

I'm so sorry 🙈🙊 #tgcf #Hualian(#WuLian) #HuaCheng(#WuMing) #XieLian

submitted 106 days ago • 0 comments

CLAMP needs to get back to making yaoi. respectfully their work has disintegrated. See what happens when you stop being fujoshi

submitted 106 days ago • 10 comments

I make a little squeaky sound every time I see a notification saying new people are following me. You should hear it, it's quite cute :3

submitted 106 days ago • 0 comments