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juli • 23 · from vent will add a carrd soon :3 - pt+en posts about drugs get a content warning tag
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havent been taking my adhd meds consistently btw i am just enjoying having my personality back sometimes (even though im not that functional anymore)

see me on the other app (the Totally Not vent alternative) (same un as you all know me)

my own body tells me "stop trying to make yourself handle more than you're able to right now. you need to slow down. your body needs to rest" and somewhere in my brain it tells me "use substances to cheat it"

my ocd makes me not ever stop doing tasks lol and walk around nonstop. need to give myself a break

my power stems from codeine coca cola

workout was light today sadly

can't fuckin have ANYTHING

cursed to have people wanting to copy my interests and what i do in life out of nowhere whenever they get too close

i try not to think about how much more i would be able to ppush myself in sports if it werent for this. this shit really ruined my life. it was already ruined but it gave me a life sentence, sealed the deal, decided my fate forever and i have to live with it

i really thought id get to have fun for a few days without my chronic illness flaring up but guess not! reminder that living is torture and i will eventually kill myself

it was a mistake to watch manly play am i nima. the game doesnt even have a release date yet & im already invested

"plushie dreadfuls are stupid" you hate having fun. you hate anything fun so bad

i hope this goes away soon

me and [that same friend] giggling together yesterday bc we're both ace and this guy wanted us both

this guy asked me if i am mad at him and i replied "no im not, ure just a manwhore who wants everyone in front of you so i started ignoring you lol" i replied sincerely and didnt mean to sound rude but i guess HES mad at me now LMAO

im being so mean to everyone today except women. i am always nice to women. i. love women

friend said something like "oh good luck on ur java assignment :/ its soo hard" guy its literally my main language. i work with it. why are you pulling The Small Talk Bs on me

my glutes hurt so bad. what the fuck did i even do yesterday to feel this much pain all over lol

one of the girls i met had cancer a few years ago no wonder i felt she was on a diff frequency

lost part of my tragus piercing. where is itttt :(

my friends said they love my rage bait / bait insta stories it's so funny how people who dont know me get so confused by them

considering i went to sleep at 5 am im doing better than i thought. just hate feeling not my best physically

why did my landlord suddenly text me 😐 i hope its nothing serious

i suddenly have friendships with women in my life and theyre going well for once. back in my hometown that's impossible

kitty chicha man...

my ex saw me yesterday, came up to me & asked can we talk. like what is there to talk abt esp when everyones not sober lmfao clown

yep rest day today im fucking beat

omfg just got home. it's almost 5 am. I'm gonna be fucking dead tomorrow

teaching my trans friends basic bjj moves for self defense while i get to practice them at the same time

"how do i go back to crossfit after [injury]" you dont xx do a sport that cares about your health

another pre carnaval party today but it wont be as fun i guess

god yesterday was so fun and i dont feel as shitty bc i went to sleep at like 12 am

this beautiful gorgeous girl i met a few weeks ago told me she has borderline. i now want to know if its another case of doctors giving out the diagnosis or if it's legit and she's just in a really healthy place rn

made out w this girl for like 15 minutes 💀 wonder what the fuck im gonna do tomorrow

man at least im home early. not that thats gonna make me feel less shitty tomorrow but oh well!

theres more tomorrow..... carnaval has no mercy