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30 years old. Male. Gamer, geek, nerd. Bipolar, depressed, anxious. Forever alone single (not by choice). 100% introvert. Add me on PlayStation if you wish: R3DS1XP0RKINS DM for any other info.
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Im watching a video about the death of the original Star Wars: Battlefront III and it made me think about two other projects that were killed off Star Wars: Imperial Commando and Star Wars 1313. I'd sell my soul to get any one of those three. Particularly Imperial Commando.

Is it weird that I don't like naming anything or anyone after myself in video games or real life? I'm not sure if I just don't like the vanity or I just feel like I'm not important enough to have anything named after me. Maybe it's a bit of both.

All alone and she's wondering why she has a bad feeling that she's going to die. She hides from the cameras and begins to cry. She never believed the cake is a lie. youtu.be/pDcRCBVijoI?...

I need to get a little Head... Crab! 😏

Video games are good for you

Extreme PlayStation Magazine #22, Oct '99 - PlayStation 2 cover.

Gameboy Advance magazine art #gameboy #nintendo #art #retro

I dunno if I'm just anxious and panicking greatly or if it's just that hot in my room but I'm getting drenched in sweat. Please send ice.

Star Wars Starfighter (LucasArts) was released 24 years ago today. A game fun enough for me to play it again with my son, born fifteen years after its release, a few months ago.

70 km above Saturn’s largest moon, Titan. Captured during the Huygens probe's descent

Huh? Bruh I swear every couple months this dude just outs himself more and more as an asshole. Figures as much when you shove cameras in people's faces as you do good works for the attention.

Drop a picture of yourself and make it B&W

Official Xbox Magazine February 2005 #retrogaming #retrogames

I desperately crave this myself. It is not possible for me though. I can't even have a long-distance relationship.

There is a pleasant memory that just came to mind though. Fond memories of playing Battlefield 1943 on my old PS3. I was by myself as usual except for the randos but I had a ton of fun playing that all those years ago.

Pokémon Ruby and Sapphire ad (2003) #retro #art #gaming #Pokemom

I swear when I'm completely alone with my thoughts, the darkest and most traumatic memories that I have start to resurface. Fuck man I hate memories.

I'm a little annoyed because I can't sleep yet again but I guess I'm alright besides that.

Halo 2 Advert #retrogaming #retrogames

Ayy, the paranoia has also reared it's ugly head. Hooray. ngl.link/r3ds1xp0rkins2

Stopped watching Moon Knight because the app is god-awful. Keeps buffering damn near constantly. It can't be my Internet connection since everything else works as it should. Could be that my phone is ancient, I dunno.

Gonna use this to wind down for the night. Holler if y'all need me. Now watching:

Been playing Rivals most of the day. Even had some friends I hadn't heard from in months join me but, they're gone now and no telling when I'll get to play with them again. It breaks my heart every time.

Helghan belongs to the Helghast

Game Boy Advance #retro #art #gaming #Nintendo

Really upsetting shit I'm reading tonight. Sorry I'm American. Didn't choose to be born here, hell I didn't choose to be born at all.

Post what you want, but I might mute you if you’re too political. It’s not that I don’t have opinions, I just can’t let sensationalism interfere with my daily life. Or mental health.

Share a character who didn't deserve their fate.

On The Edge 'ICO' PlayStation 2

Firefly and Dark Matter, my beloveds.

History is written by the victor. If he lives and we die, his truth becomes written.

I gotta learn how to love without you. I gotta carry this cross without you. youtu.be/WRz2MxhAdJo?...

I don't... Quite understand what's come over me now all of a sudden. Was doing okay all night and now I'm fucking depressed again. I swear to God I'm about to swallow every damn antidepressant I have. Sick of this man.

Clearest image of Pluto

Forgot how much I hated the fucking Arcadia section of the first BioShock. Don't know why I hate that area in particular.

March 19 this year will.have been my mother's 65th birthday. And May 30 will make 15 years she's been gone. I wish I could forget this. My mother is DEAD. She's been fucking dead and there's NOTHING that will bring her back. I don't want to remember anymore.