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sarixis.bsky.social
She/They Video Essayist on hiatus, Channel - https://www.youtube.com/@Sarixis Game Dev, Animation, D&D
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The couple of female friends I've cultivated are so sweet. Both insist that the name I'm going to use starting in June is really pretty and insist that I get a copy of the character's outfit that most inspires my transition.

While going to pick up brochures from my speech pathologist's office to give my LGBTQ hair salon, I learned I'm something of a micro celebrity there. Apparently it's because I'm so pleasant and the sincere relationship with my partner is THAT adorable to the women who work there.

As I get further into my medical transition, I find myself obsessing over Aerith and Tifa again, who I always wished were my older sisters. It's helping me find the confidence to continue emulating them as I hold my breath and take the first plunge in finding a meaningful circle of female friends.

I finally found the inspiration to do a new video essay about Beauty and the Beast. While outlining, I'm working on discussing Gaston and the mentality around this meme. Needless to say, seeing people actually defend it was like watching clips of the women who defended Ted Bundy.

Other sketches I made in the last year-ish when I didn't have a very negative mental association with drawing. #art #sketches

I look forward to my partner moving up here next month so we can do some exposure therapy to help me enjoy drawing again. #art #sketches

It's fun to see my cat develop an audience on TikTok. www.tiktok.com/t/ZP88wRmQM/

Shifting pre-production on game mechanics to working on story structure has been a welcome change of pace for my partner and I's indie game project. Probably helps that what I want to make is about the size of an N64 game.

Apparently people were taken by this TikTok I did with my furbaby, Waffles, so enjoy his fuzzy face here. www.tiktok.com/@wafflesbisc... #orangecat

Breaking down Woodfall Temple was very enjoyable since I personally find it an ideal 1st dungeon. It has a simple floor plan and mostly requires you to work with established mechanics to progress while being a little less straight forward than other 1st dungeons. #zelda #majora'smask

Something I was doing in May was breaking down 3D Zelda dungeons to best understand the flow of the critical path in each one. I should do more of these because it made for an enlightening activity. #zelda #ocarinaoftime

Another, smaller video that I had fun making. I'm currently drafting scripts to bring more Disney Princesses into D&D. It felt like a good small steps approach for making videos again in the future and it's fun to carve out a space where D&D can be girlier. www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0mq...

Well now that I've migrated here, might as well be shameless and show off the essay I made last year that I'm still proud of. Even though I'm on hiatus, I am slowly but surely writing some scripts for when I feel ready to return. www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUv2...