satrathai.bsky.social
★ Drawing QTs SFW ★
I'm Satra! You might as well know me as PostUtopia or Yue!
◖Gemini | ENFP | Genshin Addict◗
★ Drawing comics, webisodes, original and fanart ★
https://postutopia.carrd.co/
https://vgen.co/satra
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Tons of researches have prove it already that kids that weren't putting enough effort in school (coz they are smart) - are struggling in their adult life.
And these "people" want it for everyone around? the whole generations?
Wow, I clap to this future idiocracy. They'll ruin human civilization
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It's too cute, I canttttttt 😭
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Thanks! :D
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So badass 😭😭😭
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Awww she's so cute! >w<
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Thank you!! >w<
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You're right! >e<
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At least it's not the worse of characters! :D
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I lie tho
I also want to write and stream! xD After 10th stream - I'll consider streaming genshin. If I'll catch up on art things. So many things omg and I just realized I forgot to add collab arts on my content plan sldkjfg xD
(expect Renske and Curtis arts on April✨) (<- not together xD)
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I don't like management part of freelancer job but that's a part of it and I can't cut it out :') Yet as I don't like it - my brain considers it as "it's nothing" x'D
Also yeah that's why I don't have time to play genshin anymore. 9345876 quests there but I want to draw my stuff + responsibilitiy
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I miss it too :'D
Thanks! >w<
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PS: I'll stop checking on these videos. I understand both sides of the conflict.
Just know that if I'll start to pile up commissions again - probably I'm preparing this "pillow" again, so send help x'D not hate x'D
PPS: I'm fine, dw stars. No depression, I promise
/went back to work
💙✨
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To sum it up:
I'm not proud, I did bs and regret about it. I wasn't always professional.
I fought a lot for my life and for my true self, and grew throw tears and blood. I changed.
And I'm forever thankful to these who support me. Sincerely. You are angels on Earth.
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And overall my health back there were terrible and I was going from surgery to surgery so yes, I needed these money and couldn't give it back. And if I'd just refund it all - you know how it would end for me.
Words are sharper than knives sometimes, guys.
Thanks for your patience and understanding
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And arts were drawn with improved quality later on when I was feeling better and could "lesser" the "pillow".
So people who were commissioning arts from me like 7 years ago or so on - were one of people who saved my life without knowing it. Well, now you know. Thank you. From the bottom of my heart
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For now my "delayed" commissions are 2 months at max, and I'm working to fix it. I'm working on my skills. I'm working on my projects. My depressed self ruined my life and I needed to start over.
I'm not proud of my past self whatsoever. I fckd up. But it saved my life.
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And if back there I'd get a hate wave on me - welp, the depression would win.
I went through this, I could find out that I had the problem, and for years and years of medications and moving to another place and isolating myself to find out who am I - here I am, reborn from ashes, new version of me.
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I understand that as a client - you shouldn't care and that's a responsibility of an artist to finish everything in time. I agree with it.
But on these videos I only see blames on the artists. We don't know the reason behind, really. Some are scammers. Some others are like me, I'm sure of it.
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I could draw 1 art fast. Maybe 2 arts. Maybe 3. But I had a lot. I can't die if I still have commissions to draw, come on!..
Unconsciously I was pilling it up coz deep in my struggling mind I knew I couldn't "leave" with this debt.
And I understand that "it's not an excuse" but hey that's all I had
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And especially this one for $30, and this one for $50, etc. You know if I wouldn't owe these arts back there - I wouldn't be texting it here rn? When I was making a decision to end everything - there were this weight of responsibility that actually made me choose life. It was my "safety pillow"
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The real reason of why I was "pilling up" commissions is coz I had depression which I wasn't even realizing I was having and there were nobody to tell me to check on it.
The fact that I owed art was an actual thing that were keeping me alive. I can't kms when I have this $5 commission, right?
Right?
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21 - Gloria has the oldest version of the phone in within the whole class and she's fine with it
22 - Kjell is mostly bullying Emery because he wants to fight with him (but Emery doesn't want to fight)
And that's it! :D
11 more (about Simo) are for my patrons :3 Thanks for reading!
It was fun! >w<
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19 - Crina is a "white knight" to the bone. If she decided that someone is a bad person - it'll stay like this forever
20 - Grace is one of teachers (if not the only one) that tries to side with students on their conflicts with Heikki
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17 - Emery and Curtis are having their "time together" every weekday at 5 PM, no exceptions. Just chilling together in the cafeteria, drinking tea or doing homework without talking to each others
18 - Nika usually feels upset on winter time
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15 - Linda has 6 cats - Selja, Muffin, Snay, Thora, Candy, Kari. 2 rats - Ulfur and Uxi. And 3 dogs - Bjorn, Sausage and Milky. All adopted or rescued from the street
16 - Somehow Gloria is good with electronics. That's an unexpected talent even for her, so she's usually just ignoring it
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12 - Nika seem to be a very cold person (by all meanings) but she cares a lot about the others even if they are not really her friends
13 - Charlotte can't tell the future for herself
14 - Kim and Renske are always together and they avoid The Forest as much as they can
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9 - Michelle is a member of Conspiracy Theories Club. And Writers Club (but she only writes fanfics)
10 - Michelle ships everybody. Her classmates, teachers, random pigeons on the street...
11 - Michelle is sometimes skipping a few days in school and nobody knows where is she. Not even teachers
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(...) gifts it to everyone
7 - Renske is mostly using her power to multiply her fav snacks
8 - Crina is absolutely unhappy about "friendship" between Gloria and Curtis because she's worried that he'll kill her best friend like he killed some other students already
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3 - Elek is bestie of Emery but he has NO idea where the hell Warren is always getting all this beer @_@
4 - Heikki is hated by all the students
5 - Emery doesn't understand the value of money at all. $1 and $1000 are the same for him, "it's nothing"
6 - Reijo loves licorice candies and always(...)
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Bsky likes/facts are here! :D
1 - Michelle has a Friesian horse named Mistral
2 - Linda loves to read light novels and detective stories. She also loves to sort her books in the bookshelf by colors so it looks pretty
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"enemies" into tools. Like cameras and 3D.
True artists are always there, and luckily - there are still people who appreciate real arts and support us.
I feel like this combo will always exist. Artists were here for thousands of years, we won't be defeated by random trash that stole from us ✊