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🇲🇽 29 She/Her Biomedical Sciences Woman in STEM Swiftie ✨ | The Sims 4 💻 | Science 🧬| Medicine 🩺 | Queen 🎸 | Books 📚 | GB Packers 💚💛 I’m gonna be venting here, a lot. 🇪🇸🇬🇧🇫🇷
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Also, just now I can fully give into the “last week of the Eras Tour” experience

Update: I feel the first interview went well. If anything, I’ll hear back from them by the end of the month. Now it’s time to focus on GRADUATION!!!

I was having an existential crisis triggered by the interview ordeal and my friends from my semester abroad came through and really helped me get past it. I can’t believe I am this lucky. I love those girls 🩷

Queen of procrastination here. I should be preparing for my interview. Instead I reorganised all my playlists (I have a LOT) and now I’m unsubscribing from mailing lists.

I guess I can kiss my calm and workless winter vacay goodbye. At least working on a paper at the beach sounds better than doing it at home.

Not me asking for the info on The Anthology and the Tour Book and it was released today. Let’s add more anxiety to the mix, lol

IT’S HAPPENING AT LAST OMG

Anyway. I’ll try to watch a couple episodes of True Blood and the go to bed early cause I have to wake up super early to take my baby girl to the vet and then go get my permanent driver’s license

Just noticed one of my referees hasn’t uploaded his recomendation letter (he told me last week he was working on it and should be done by last Friday). The application closes next Tuesday. I already reached out… no answer. Should I panic?

Also, I wonder when are we gonna get the information for the Tour Book and The Anthology for international swifties. I’ve been waiting for that vinyl since I heard it.

I missed the time when November and December were the best months because things started to slow down.

Avoiding Outlander spoilers is also going to add to it, since I don’t know when I’m gonna be able to watch the last season!

Even watching True Blood is hard with all that anxiety. The fact that I’m hating Bill at the moment (and I don’t see that changing any time soon) and that I don’t see a future for the Eric storyline isn’t helping.

I feel like I’m gonna be a knot of pure anxiety until I have my first interview next week. I hate it because there’s so much happening: the end of Eras, my graduation… and I feel like I’m not gonna fully enjoy it because of all the anxiety 😥

All I want is a cottage in the Scottish Highlands, a raging snowstorm, and Agatha Christie novel, a crackling fire, a kettle on the stove, and a basket of emotional support pastries.

Also, the SF games are always hard for me to cope with. Last one (playoffs) I woke up at 2am and suffered the whole time. I’d do it again, tho, even if it meant going to work on Monday with only 2 hours of sleep

I love watching the games on TV and hearing the Go Pack Go chant. It’s been more than 10 years and I still remember the chills I got hearing it for the first time at Lambeau. That place is magical

Yikes. Wanted to actually be here for a Packers game and then the app glitched the whole first quarter 🙃

After a very rough couple of weeks, I managed to put on some gym clothes and go to the gym.

And that’s why, I’d rather have the “I’d let the world burn to save you” villain instead of the bloody hero.

Lol. Right after that skeet he fucks up… and triggers my relationship issues at the same time. F him. He deserves what’s coming to him.

Bill Compton is starting to get shady, right on schedule lol. And right on time, Eric is getting hotter. I feel like Stefan/Damon all over again, lol

I completed 1 PhD application and working on another one. Not my favorite thing to do, but at least I feel kinda productive

I was so stressed with the game, I decided to use all that stress to power through my PhD applications. The way the game just ended made me believe

First Packers game here. I’m excited!!!!! 💚💛 #GoPackGo

I know it is a bit risky to say something like what I’m about to this early when watching a TV show, but I’m reeeeeaaally liking Bill Compton rn. Just my type. And the actor is British. I can’t wait for this to age like milk, lol.

Please, protect him, I beg you 🥹

My first thoughts after the McCa concert: 1) pls pls pls, let us keep him a while longer 2) when you’re born to do something, it shows 3) this man is 82, with 3 hour long shows. I really want to love my job as much as he does 4) we should protect him at all costs

I don’t like the day before a concert. I’m always way too anxious to be functional.

OMG the fangs!!! I don’t know what I was expecting, but it wasn’t that!

About to start True Blood. I’ve always been a vampire girl, so I’m excited. Let’s see how this goes

Kind of a shame that my first week here is bye week for the Packers. I’ll have to wait until next week to experience 🦋’s cheesehead 🧀 community in all its glory

Vaccine dreams are the weirdest…

I just got my flu and covid vaccines. See you on the other side! This might be a rough night, tbh

Speaking of that “live for something” I’m going to a Paul McCartney concert next week and I’m soooooo excited. It what’s kept me going the last couple of weeks 🥲🥹

This. Personally I do both and honestly it works wonders.

i know a lot of people are like "live for spite!!!" and i 100% support that if that's what keeps you going but if it doesn't work for you you can live for a variety of reasons, including "read book that isn't out yet", "love", "step on a crunchy leaf", "look at the river", "pat a creature" etc

“People often greatly underestimate me on how much I’ll inconvenience myself to prove a point…” — Taylor Swift This quote has been my whole year

Damn, this period is hitting hard. I’m completely drained. Wtf is going on?

Today was a really crappy day. I’ve had a rough couple of weeks and on top of that crazy cramps. I really need to get my shit together before next week, tho. I guess I’ll let the menty b come tomorrow and Saturday and then pick me up on Sunday.

My cramps were soooo bad today I could barely move. I just need a comfort TV show, some comfort food and wake up tomorrow with less pain

I love the feed without all the adds and junk that we had before. Mental health is much improved now