scorpia.bsky.social
I'm Scorpia! Software Engineer, Hobbyist Artist and even more Hobbiest Streamer.
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swimming in the sea and getting pulled under the currents by a very excited shark...
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i kinda like the idea of sam being a semi-horror creature
friendliest creature with rows and rows of sharp teeth you know
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Reading some CBT books on worry/GAD to that end. I'd like to spend less of my life worrying, give me more time to rest more completely and do more fun things
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Cos everytime I'm like "ah, NOW things will calm down", something NEW comes along, which is just kind of... well, just seems like a fact of life, really. I need to keep my own advice in my mind really, give what reasonable amount of effort I can, and relax more fully
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I think recently I've had a switch go off in my head really - spent a while now feeling sort of indeterminately "stressed". Doing a lot at work, sure, but im like "oh eventually ill feel less stressed/busy" for ages now and i think thats been pretty bad
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In general I'm trying to feel less stressed, cos I know that muddies the waters. Stressing and worrying ARE exhausting, after all, but even still
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WAHEYYYYY
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I relate to you massively there - it makes me so happy to hear that you found yourself :)
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If I spent about 80% less time worrying I'd have a lot more energy to do things I think!
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I don't really see a world where I never get anxious, but one where I don't have to read/re-read every message I ever send, or travel without checking my tickets are the right ones every 10 minutes, or check my pockets constantly to make sure i still have my keys on me would be nice
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Admittedly, I am forever proud of myself in that I've very much lived like that for years and years and I feel like I've accomplished a lot in spite of that, though probably is also why I'm so fatigued all the time ;P
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So very, very sad :(
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I think the best part of meeting all of the people I have in the past few years and getting to know them is that, in turn, I have met my most real self as a result.
Kindness and love of others helped coax me out of a shell I'd spent a long time building
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<3 <3 always love to get to see you! such a friendly and fun creature
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Life is hard and stressful but at least I can look forward towards the next thing and not down a deep pit everyday
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Loveeeew
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I think for me theres a hesitance to address problems/things that make me stressed when i think they'll only be temporary, but thats likely a bad way of handling things
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Yeah, thats a very good way of putting it. I keep expecting it all to go away at a point, but it doesnt cos thats not really how it works
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Grab rest when i can, remember life is a marathon and not a sprint and put less pressure on myself overall. I think getting in a "oh it'll only be like this for a few more weeks" mindset makes you more prone to overworking yourself
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Maybe id benefit more from realizing that work life is just kind of stressful and try not to see myself as sitting and wait to feel less stressed out
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Everytime some less busy time/less pressured work comes around, something else comes along and feels like a pit of despair opens up, and i think thats just down to expectations.
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oh my goodness... thank you kind stranger...
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Id do a nat 1 charisma roll and like trip and fall in front of him
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Yesssssss kinda hacked it together, got some leftover golden curry which ive froze in a "soup cube" thing and some more chicken steaks in there too....