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shacaro.bsky.social
I'm Sha. Old enough, Dutch, ND, ball of anxiety, and supposed artist/writer. Every interaction is a struggle, and I don't mean to be abrasive. I might reply late. Waiting for the mythical bot purge so my follower count goes to zero where it belongs.
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Honestly, I just need (art) friends. People to get along with, to share resources and joy with. And OCs. But in the most general sense, people like to receive and rarely want to give.

I keep it on me at all times

did you enjoy creating it? did you have fun? does it make you happy thinking about it and sharing it? then that's it. you did it. you found the secret sauce. "was that a waste of time?" of course not, fuckface. expressing yourself creatively is always worthwhile. you're doing great

Would still prefer to return this account to art (perhaps with a sprinkle of autism shit) though. Wish I could just block (US) news.

My main art struggle is probably that I don't know what my art should look like, so it never looks good. (Also anxiety, but that mostly relates to posting.)

If it exists you can refine it — but it must exist first. Make the sketch. Combine the ingredients. Try the routine. Be not deterred. You can make it perfect faster with the experience gained.

this is literally me these days ,,,

I hate ai. I hate the ai-fication of every facet of life. nothing is real. the images are fake, the products are fake, the websites that host these images are fake. creativity and curiosity is stifled by the ai-ification of search engines. the internet is junkspace now. everything feels like spam.

Don’t be afraid to make a mistake. Just learn from them.