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Just a nerdy, gamer, digital artist, roller derby girl | Poly wife/partner, mother of two| Mental health advocate | This is just me | Commissions Open
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Without saying Nothing Else Matters, fav Metallica song? This is easy, "One" has always been my favorite

Still watching Doctor Who and almost to the end of Capaldi's time as the Doctor. This part with Bill just kills me😭😭

I've been rewatching through Doctor Who and I'd forgotten how much I love Nardole as a companion with Capaldi's Doctor. The banter between the two of them is AMAZING 🀣 And I love Bill as well, but this is mostly a Nardole appreciation post.

I love this episode. The Well is now easily one of my favorite episodes. The writing and acting in this one is superb

I'm halfway through the newest episode of Doctor Who "The Well", and this is amazing already.

in good news- I think I've made my first new IRL friend since the move There was a homeschool mom we met up with recently where she and I got along really well, so I messaged her this week to see if she'd like to get together without kids Today we met up at a board game cafe, had a great timeπŸ™‚

I'm so mentally and emotionally drained. Just now getting the first 'alone' time I've had in two days and I'm crashing out on the couch.

Last night Winter had a panic attack that broke me. I went into her room and found her laying on her bed, sobbing so heavily that there wasn't any noise. She reached for me like she hasn't reached for me since she was six, clinging to my neck and crying while I held her on my lap. My baby 😭 1/2

It's 2am and she finally is tired and calm enough to go to bed, so now I can go to bed

I've literally been running errands, doing chores, or trying to regulate Winter's emotions ALL DAY and I'm exhausted. I am still helping her be occupied by watching a movie with her while I squeeze in some gaming.

Time to turn on Thor: Ragnarok and take a nap

I'm having an emotional meltdown, but I need to lock it down before the kiddos need me for something.

I haven't acknowledged this to myself or put it into words before today. Admitting how scared I am and how powerless I feel is really hard when I have my kids to protect and make them feel safe.

Every day that goes by I'm finding it harder and harder to remain positive. Life is terrifying right now. We're below poverty level, barely able to afford the house that we're trying to purchase. And that's cheaper than renting. Daily life is a struggle, I don't know how to do anything more.

All of this.. plus learn about Claude Cahun and Marcel Moore.