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“That’s not conscientiousness, Jean—that’s fear. You’re afraid to eat.” i am sorry but i will document how I'm miserable over book it's so good but so devastating

unfortunately for my mental wellbeing I didn't lose any weight i am still 88.8 hope to be smaller tomorrow

let's hope that i boosted my activity level enough to lose some weight tomorrow morning

im stuck in 88 kg feels strange

i finally have starting weight for February its 89.1 kg i hope to get at least to 85 80 would be perfect

i need to keep reminding myself that food will always be there. i find that the reason i overeat is bcs i have this stupid feeling that the food will disappear if i don’t eat it NOW. like omg girl pasta will forever be around, stay strong😫

i have a trip with my friend to other city makes me excited but also anxious cause I don't have enough energy for anything

i want to see results i want to stop eating my dinners cause i always overeat

i am not sure what to post my mind just goes blank mode

i am not doing well each day that he leaves feels like death of part of me

i managed to do 24h fast I'm kinda impressed

my current bmi is 33.0 can't remember when I was in this weight last time 😶

i am in my lowest since probably 2021 need to remind myself that I am not near my gw yet

i am still not doing well but I am trying my best

i can't explain it but black parade is bohemian rhapsody for emo kids

i want to reach 89 til month is over i better start doing something about it

I'm not doing well 😞

weight of January thread

2025 should be my year

i had bad weekend today was better but tomorrow will be awful I don't know how to survive it i am already tired

i hoped i would be smart enough to skip weight in today, i failed i am so anxious now that I just erased week of progress 😭

i could as well call this evening a binge cause I ate a lot of salad after i came home i also ate a protein bar and pickles and some boiled chicken i don't feel this is binge, but it is kinda it wasn't planned but it was healthy food

i am terribly communicating when drunk I'm not this often so be patient with me please

my stomach hurts and i still think about food can i not maybe?

i need to know if we will have pizza with mum tomorrow cause i will totally get some delivery for breakfast if we don't don't ask me how it works

i had four glasses of red wine my head will hurt tomorrow some of the food was really good didn't taste any of the desserts though

i feel insecure a lot trying to be proud about achievements but it all comes to "you are bad but you were worse" i just want to have good time 😔

i am so mad about maintaining that is ridiculous i would like to know why that happened my theory is that salad is more calories than i calculated

salad was so good and I hope to enjoy food at my work party tomorrow 😌

is it time to think about new cal tracker or is it too early? 😅

i plan to visit my mum this weekend we will eat some homemade pizza and watch Christmas cartoon or something i will hopefully not weight myself on weekends or i might go crazy

i let the salad be til tomorrow meal prepping was good having rice again, but I love rice so it's okay i already feel excited about tomorrow weight hope to see new lowest (over course of three years at least)

i think about eating salad i already started my overnight fast though idk salad will be with me tomorrow as well if i resist today I can hopefully see 91.5 on scale tomorrow