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there's something wrong there's something wrong there's something wrong

i could give you the world, but you'd poison the seas.

shut up! do you think i like being alone? every day i think about them! they were my friends! i loved them like i never thought i could love anybody. and i hope they hate me for leaving.

you are not the only one in the world, my child, who has stood in the glare of grief.

let me happen to you

you are a better knife than a person.

i am not good. i am not virtuous. i am not sympathetic. i am not generous. i am merely and above all a creature of intense passionate feeling. i feel everything. it is my genius. it burns me like fire.

i'm a supernova: burn bright, die young

i found myself by losing hope.

i felt cheated: i wasn't loved but all the signs said i was loved: the world said i was loved: the powers-that-were said i was loved.

to live for the hope of it all, canceled plans just in case you'd call

I still love the people I’ve loved, even if I cross the street to avoid them.

Can you hear me? I'm crying out for help Is it ignorance? Or selfishness?

I’m poison. I come from poison, I have poison inside me, and I destroy everything I touch. That’s my legacy. I have nothing to show for the life that I’ve lived, and I have nobody in my life who’s better off for having known me.

your doglike features and string of tragic misfortunes have entranced me.

i can endure it forever, of course. for all of eternity if i have to. i can do it because i'm me.

Please just speak to me. Please just say you need me.

this is how it's always been, all i've ever known is to hold my own, but now i want to hold you too.

I'm fine with living my life solely for you, give me your orders, as you please.

i stare at the phone waiting for your call, but when it comes all i feel is disappointment.

and this urge to run away from what i love is a sort of sadism i no longer pretend to understand

You know what's going on here, don't you? You just wanted to see me suffer.

seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

My peers, lately, have found companionship through means of intoxication - it makes them sociable. I, however, cannot force myself to use drugs to cheat on my loneliness - it is all that I have - and when the drugs and alcohol dissipate, will be all that my peers have as well.

my heart, please be still...

everything will be okay. / but what if it's not?

hate is a strong word but it is the only strength i have left

nothing hurts more than seeing myself again in the same situation after getting better for a while.

You hurt me, and I hated myself for being in pain.

come. it's morning. let me brush the stars from your hair.

i still confuse being misunderstood with feeling shame

no one could ever replace you. you were there at the start. i'll be there at the end.

Now matter how much I love, and love, every single time, the wounds would show up, as if rewinding everything.

i can't decide if i'll let you save my life or if i'll drown

Well, well, look who's inside again Went out to look for a reason to hide again Well, well, buddy you found it

tbh, i don't even know who i can call at my lowest.

do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?

i'm sorry i keep saying how are you? when i really mean are you happy?

i started adding up all the things i couldn't do

but i know, i know, i know the rules

VERY FITTING THAT TO BE SMITTEN COMES FROM THE WORD SMITE. THIS LOVE HATH STRUCK ME, SUNDERED ME, HATH LEFT ME BROKEN AND BEATEN ON THE FLOOR. I LOVETH THEE.

i cannot save you. i can't even save myself.

i sat with my anger until she told me her real name was grief

why do i do this ? WHY ?!!! why do i do this to myself ?!!

If I die today, he would’ve loved me my entire life

the unhappiness of a perpetual beginning.

This is why I hate letting people in. I get vulnerable once and they take advantage of it.