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Former social worker in the UK, now disabled ♿ (Fibro) and rarely leaves the house. Bipolar 🦖, spoonie 🥄 and gamer 🕹️. Child of the 80's and has big cat 😺. Also lurks on Reddit Sm00ts81 and Threads Sm00ts81.🖥️ Steam 46249303 Sm00ts. PSN Sm00t81 😉
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At a Cygnet facility in Harrogate. Section 2 in place. Not as bad as I expected. Perfect time to reflect upon the important things in life and mmfuture. I feel my time as a MH social worker has run it's coarse. I am now aiming to produce creative writing or autobiography.

Section 2 order for detainment and treatment of bipolar type 2 disorder. Could see it coming from 100 mile away lol. Making them all work for it this time. I was avery different person at 20 when I experienced my last significant episode of hypomania.

Yeah know what's coming...they have put me on a section 2

Amazing album. This and Pink Floyd's Wall are in my opinion the experience of bipolar. Wall has the depressive elements to a tea. Seventh Son covers balance and mania. Thoughts from a service user (me), MH Social worker (me) and current experiencer (also me).

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If anyone has concerns, please don't. I have decades of experience managing my moods, depression and manic episodes. It's the fibro which I am still aiming to improve upon managing. Family did convince me to call the crises team and obtain a referral for MH services. So that has kept them happy.

Nah sack that. Fill blown manic episodes. Better than the last 5 years of pain and fatigue with fibro, say there is that. Think wife is getting close to the edge with me. I'm usually a very negative, anxious and socially insecure person. So the change over the last several day have been dramatic.

Feeling pretty good once more. Have certainly shown improvements in many areas. Stability remains a concern, but something I can work on. One day at a time.

Went out for tea last night with the Mrs. I managed fine, flourished even lol. Slow but steady progress captain, everyone keep doing what your doing.

I'm alright today thanks guys. Now some shameless advertising for my favourite podcast. If you're a gamer, give it a go. The two Giant Men are immaculate in every way possible. open.spotify.com/episode/5mQu...

Wowsers. Only just come round from another crash. I am alive once more. Will contact the g.p., require the meds to be increased. Still getting breakthrough migraine on excess activity.

Had a perhaps life changing night last night. So I want everyone to let me know if I have changed in the foreseeable, into a different, worse, person. Still processing thank you x

What if the ‘deep state’ was just competent people trying to avoid implementing policies that were obviously idiotic and damaging to American people? 🤔 #Trumpland

As always the MSM questions any numbers that show positive change by the government as unreliable yet they were perfectly right for 14 years when the Tories were in power.

Staying at my mum's for a couple of nights. I am now exhausted after making the mistake of a political debate. This is despite knowing they are both Tory through and through. People are that insulated by a friend circle likely with the same reinforcing and circular beliefs alongside a social media..

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Evergreen.

If anyone is on steam or playstation, please feel free to add me. Playstation smoot81. Steam sm00ts81 46249303 .

Oh and btw, the g.p. did not offer the migraine treatment despite being rejected from pain management team X4 with fibro. It was down to me and the wife to explore, investigate, then forcefully advocate for it. As chronic condition people know too well, g.p's want you out of that office instantly.