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They/them, 21, fanfic author on ao3. Disabled & queer. Same username on Tumblr and Insta. Dutch 🏳️‍🌈
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I am doing a buzzfeed quiz in which you have to identify things used 100+ years ago that aren't used today... but I used this as a kid at school... and I'm only 21...

The constant battle in my head: I feel like reading Buddie fics, but when I look at my giant marked for later, I don't feel like reading anything (noy because the fics don't sound interesting, but because I don't have the energy)

he’s so soft :( give him his blaze back :(

Took calming meds to see if it'll stop the near panic attack feeling. Of course my brain makes everything about Buddie and I now want to write about one of them having a panic attack

I've been on the edge of a panic attack for more than an hour now. I just wanna freaking breathe 😣 breathing exercises don't do shit for me and neither does distraction. Like it is starting to physically hurt 🫠

I hate that almost all meditation apps are mostly behind a paywall. Like, my disabilities are expensive enough on their own already. But my anxiety is somehow convinced that random YouTube meditations will hypnotize my brain or whatever (don't ask, my anxiety is weird)

Someone once told me they weren't codependent in canon just in fanon, ok so how does it feel to be wrong?

Take me back to when I didn't know people wrote Christopher Diaz bashing fics 😬 I shouldn't be surprised given that I've come across anonymous accounts writing csa between Chris and Buddie, but still. Can I please delete this from my memory

Sometimes I wish I had stayed out of fandom so I could just enjoy the show and fanfics without fandom drama ruining the experiences

Why is it that people talking about Buck’s abandonment issues is immediately seen as Eddie hate? I love Eddie. Buck definitely shouldn't have acted the way he did. Eddie had a right to be mad. But as someone with abandonment issues, hearing I don't matter would set me off too.

Behind Every Gay Person Is A Eviler Bisexual Person #911onABC #EddieDiaz #RyanGuzman #EvanBuckley #OliverStark #Buddie #Ryliver

Yo this need to be framed! #buddie

mama there’s a gay behind you

Can someone recap the new interview for me? Like the important stuff? I don't have the time to read them right now and there are so many

LIKE I KNEW IT BUT THE CONFIRMATION IS NICE

I need an emotional 'you came back' buddie scene. Like. Parallel to 8x06 and 8x09, there is a knock on the door. Buck opens. It's Eddie. "You came back." - Buck, surprised, emotional Eddie smiling. "Yeah, I came back. I'm never leaving again." And the 'you' is unspoken but we all know it

another two-parter!

This wasn't even Buck, this was Oliver being a dog lover 😂

Credit cards aren't common here so Buck’s comment flew over my head tbh 😅 like idk what it meant or how he got there but sure

Ok but also just the thought of Buck asking all of his exes to move into his loft vs telling his husband that he’s moving into his house

I’m still not over this moment. The fact that Eddie has never had someone love him like this, who gives him exactly what he needs and is there no matter what! 😭 #911onABC #Buddie

like please the writers are screaming in our faces

Me looking at my WIPs involving the loft #911spoilers

Without downloading ang new pictures, describe your gender in one image

Love how so many people are worrying about what's gonna happen with Eddie 'leaving', meanwhile I'm here just vibing without worries because I've seen enough shows to know that unless a statement had been released about exits, those storylines are never permanent. I'm just excited for the angst.