somanyvoices.bsky.social
she/her • 26 • INFJ | i forget it but i write [@/so_many_voices on ao3]
currently thinking about nagireo a bit too much
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thank you so much😭🫂 i could do that👀
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at 22, chuuya knows that he and dazai are inevitably bound.
and chuuya knows that he won't do anything to break the chains around their wrists.
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but he never expected to feel dazai's arms tightening around him and pulling him closer against his chest.
"i'll always save you."
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"you wound me, chuuya."
"you saved me, dazai."
chuuya expects dazai to tease him, especially now that he doesn't have the strength to fight him back.
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"chibi is truly an idiot."
normally, chuuya would insult dazai back. but it's comforting to hear his voice.
"you're here," he says in a feeble whisper.
"did you have any doubts?"
chuuya can imagine dazai's smirk gracing his lips.
"i had."
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screaming his name out loud.
then his mind blacks out. and it's all darkness.
when chuuya opens his eyes, he wakes up feeling exhausted.
a pair of bandaged arms holds him tight as chuuya rests on someone's chest.
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ancient god residing inside his human body.
"grantors of dark disgrace,"
chuuya thinks about the only person who can save him.
he closes his eyes.
dazai won't save him.
"do not wake me again."
before corruption scars his body, chuuya believes he's heard a familiar voice
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chuuya trusts dazai with his life.
the only problem this time is that dazai is not around.
chuuya didn't want to use corruption. but he had no choice.
even if dazai is not here to save him, chuuya has to chant the phrase he knows by heart and let himself be consumed by the
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chuuya did not have another choice.
but he's done it other times, he relinquished his control to dazai more times than he will ever admit.
because, even after everything they went through, chuuya trusts dazai.
it's unconditional.
it's irrational.
but this is what it is.
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to oda that dazai had finally decided to leave.
at 22, chuuya meets dazai after four years of no contact at all, in the dungeons of the mafia.
also at 22, chuuya is using corruption once again.
he wasn't supposed to allow arahabaki to take over his body this time, and yet
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at 18, chuuya has fallen in love with dazai.
he should hate dazai for leaving him behind when he deflects the mafia, but honestly? chuuya is glad that at least one of them is free.
he simply loathes the fact that dazai didn't warn him. and he hates the fact that it was thanks
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at 17, something changes in the way chuuya sees dazai.
he doesn't have a name for it yet, but somehow he doesn't loathe the idea of being dazai's partner anymore.
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at 16, chuuya hates dazai even more.
and he hates the fact that they save yokohama together.
he should have done it with his friends, the flags, but they're all dead.
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HE'S SO DOWN FOR CHUUYA SO TRUE😩😩 thank you for reading, lily dear🥺💕💕
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he thinks he can do it since it's already dark and no one can see them.
oh yes, dazai hates chuuya's new bike.
he hates everything about chuuya.
but maybe, and only maybe, that's just a lie.
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tightly to avoid falling.
dazai hates that he can hear the sound of chuuya's beating heart.
because he can also hear his own starting to beat erratically.
they're too close. their bodies touching despite layers of clothes.
he hides his face against chuuya's back.
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behind chuuya on the bike.
the sound of the engine scratches dazai's ears, and his hold around chuuya's waist tightens as he leans against his back.
dazai can hear a deep laugh and he knows that chuuya is smiling.
he hates chuuya's bike. and he hates having to hold on chuuya
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understands chuuya's intentions.
"i won't ride it with you."
"it's this or you walk home alone."
"chuuya is a horrible little chibi-"
"whatever," chuuya scoffs as he throws a helmet at dazai after wearing his.
"also a brute." dazai sighs as he wears the helmet and sits
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do all the work).
but chuuya doesn't want to hear his partner's complains, and he's parked his new bike nearby.
so, he grabs dazai's wrist and drags him along.
dazai still complains about chuuya being a brute, but he stops when he sees that horrendous vehicle and
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same here😔 sending you all my support and a warm hug🫂🤍 you can do it!!💕💕💕
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i won't apologise but i will fix all your hearts, i promise😔😔😔💕💕💕💕💕
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i'm (not that) sorry😔🫂🤍
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oh no crying, thank you so much😭🤲🫂 hope it won't disappoint you🥺🤍🫶
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tbh this was supposed to be a proper long one-shot fic😭 i still haven't given up on the idea, so i'll probably work on it in the future✨🤍🫂
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dazai can't hear anymore.
and yet, dazai hears chuuya's violin.
it's all in his head, in his heart.
he starts to cry.
and chuuya cries too, but he doesn't stop playing.
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tries to leave in a hurry.
chuuya, a bit upset, grabs the violin and starts to play, causing dazai to stop in his footsteps.