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Pan transbian Girl Failure Geologist who streams sometimes
Science Blurbs: #SpaceSciBlurbs
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/spacek0wgurl
VODs: https://youtube.com/@spacekowgirl1539?si=mvhCU8OGrdJrzAvp
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Omfg i feel this on a spiritual level
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(ALSO DELTARUNE CHAPTER 3+4 SPOILERS)
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Themb
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9/9
Sorry for the long blurb but i just had to rant about this.
Hopefully ill get back to streaming one of these days, but in the mean time i need to figure out some stuff (housing, job, ect).
Till then, stay safe out there everyone :3
(Heres some old Ralsei art before i go)
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-Cooper’s or my own.
Im just overall flabbergasted my life- has been and still is influenced by this goat boi (both Ralsei and Cooper).
I just want to hug both of them, protect them, and tell them its going to be ok, because ultimately that is something i want to tell myself.
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So seeing that reflected in Ralsei was a bit of a deja-vu for sure. But it gets crazier cause i ended up putting Cooper in a dnd campaign where he beat for beat did a lot of what Ralsei does in chpt 4. My brother even commented saying it was uncanny how much of his dialogue sounded like-
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-wretched (a little demon monster) that still deserved love and affection when i thought I didn’t deserve any (i was going through some shit at the time, and still am experiencing some aspects of that atm. I have a lot more support now though and am in a better state of mind).
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-perform a specific role (theres also a fuck ton of autism allegories and im just gonna headcannon hes autistic. Fight me).
CW: depression and trauma i think
I did something very similar with Cooper way back when i made him. His original purpose was to be something i thought of as-
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-Ralsei). But things get a bit crazy now.
So me and my brother have this theory that Ralsei is actually Kris’s monster sona, a character he projects a lot of himself into to feel something. This checks out a lot with how attached Kris seems to Ralsei and how the goat feels they have to-
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He basically went “hey, its ok to want to dress cute and pretty”, and i took that too heart, which eventually down the line helped me discover a lot of who i am today (i was a femboy for awhile online before i learned i was bisexual and trans, and i took a bit of aesthetic inspiration from-
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The funny thing about them is their primary design inspirations were Asriel (undertale) and Ralsei from chpt 1 (i was drawing a ton of goat bois at the time ispired a lot by Toby’s characters).
Ralsei in particular though had his face revealed at kinda a pivotal time in my life.