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she/her | 20 en | pt-br | quack Hell yeah: cats, books, drawing, hugs, chess Hell no: heat death of the universe, heat in general I'm still learning how to be, so if you see me looking lost out in the street, it's because I am
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Waves, so many There are so many of them Hidden by a thick layer of dark. The closer my eyes wander To the shore, brightness lights up The water and my skin. What I hear is not the sound of sand Crumbling at every step I take, It's the dead weight of sadness Leaving my soul.

I came out (trans) to this guy I've been friends with for eight months or so, and he fucking left me on read for two hours! He replied now and it's all good, but I'll bite his shin off next time we see each other for almost killing me with anxiety

I left for work in a rush without bringing the book I'm reading, and it feels worse than forgetting my smartphone

The chessdotcom brand of commentary is so bad I just watch the vods at 3x speed. Mind you I actually like the commentators, but the way they're instructed to do their job is terrible. With all that said, Judit and Leko commentating Weissenhaus 960 was really fun, more of that pwease #chess

Oh yeah? Could a biological male do THIS?! *goes through the motions of sex without really enjoying it and mostly dissociates*

I apparently have "fine features" and a "soft, feminine face." She never mentioned the words pretty or beautiful, but I don't need them, I don't like them. Maybe - and just maybe, this HRT thing is magical. Or maybe I'm dreaming.

Shoewear None of my shoes To wear Shoes wear Weird with my Clothes, I swear Linen pants Pants lined One after another As I run down The subway stairs Would barefoot Do the trick? But I guess the ground is dirty; Well, so are my feet. #poetry #poem #writing #scribble

Hot guys Play chess The chess that hot guys play Thot guys that play hot chess Hot thot the chess guys play Kann chess variations Kann varies the chess The Caro, famously Kanned Neither both Nor here nor there Play 1.d4 Thee shall play for Thee for For me the chess The hot guy chess Hot Caro chess

Mirrors scare my Mind out of its rest. It always runs around, Taking in the straights And curves Of this Silhouette I hate. Were it rounder, Full of life, I'd see myself For the first time; Not so jagged And beat up by A painful gaze - Then I'd be. I would exist. #poetry #writing #poem #beginner

To avoid the haze of thought, I'll keep my headphones on. They can cancel anything— Both my feelings and the hum. Hum, pulsing hum which I had sung, Not since long ago proffered. If it's mouthed, I will shatter; A broken hummingbird. (1/3) #poetry #beginner #poem

and I fear the programmer who has somehow not seen the 10000 error messages. Sir, please stop deleting the database. #coding #programmer #programming

A few days ago I handed a note to a lady in the train and it said "you look amazing and I wanna look like you" with a drawing of a cat thumbs-upping. She then proceeded to shake my hand, thank me profusely and gesticulate a very excited thumbs up to me. Twice. #bekind #shelookedsocool #bleh

I'm reading my fourth book so far this year and goddammit why didn't I start sooner? Virginia Woolf my beloved. The past month has been nothing but munching on every page I can get my hands on, and I'm still very much starved

In bed, welcoming the sounds of water gently cutting through the air. The cold breeze that brought this rain reaches deep within my soul and I, for once, find rest. Times are rough and I cry almost every day; I have a book, and a pen, and some paper, and this rain. We'll be fine, I think.

I decided to keep on living out of pure spite, and now I have a crush on an unavailable guy. my spiteful cool girl look really crumbled that quickly because of a man... ok. time to spend two more hours kicking my feet in the air thinking about him

Real Talk: As someone who has grappled with Major Depression for 3/4 of my life, demands that “WE need YOU to survive to fight!” are not convincing. I’ve been staying alive largely out of obligation to other people for decades and it sucks. “YOU need to stay alive for YOURSELF” is much better.

Look, I don't know. Make art about it.

It breaks my heart to see you suffer like this...can you go suffer somewhere in private

Pretty queerphobic that nobody is letting me hang out with them, watching them play video games and letting me bite them every time they get angry at the tv.

quite literally what I look like, if you even care

anxiously waiting for the day the queer person and chess player venn diagram grows to be more than five people

in an astonishing development, the dishes I washed a few hours ago are dirty again. human behavior has evolved to mass-produce dirty dishes. why must I suffer