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My partner misses my tummy and thinks I've lost too much weight 😭 he said he is proud of my determination or effort but thinks I'm stressing about my weight too much 🥺 why am I winning and losing at the same time

submitted 35 days ago • 0 comments

I haven't had monster since college maybe. Just tried the SF strawberry dreams, hope I don't start buzzin from the caffeine

submitted 38 days ago • 1 comment

Thinking of just doing liquids again until dinner time, then I use a tiny bowl for portion control. The only non liquids I had yesterday was a yasso fudge Greek yogurt ice cream pop, and a tiny bowl of leftover pasta.

submitted 38 days ago • 0 comments

I have only had liquids today. When I'm stressed I don't feel motivated to cook, but I can't justify having easier unhealthier snacks. So it is "easiest" to just not go in the kitchen or eat at all

submitted 39 days ago • 0 comments

My partner noticed my eating habits such as having to look at nutrition facts of every single thing I eat and picking things based on what has the least calories and not what I think looks more yummy, he said I will be miserable if I keep doing this..It made me feel like I'm annoying to eat with

submitted 39 days ago • 0 comments

I've been losing weight for a special occasion but that event is so close, and I've had pressures from people around me to lose weight for it. But once it's done soon I've been told I better not go back to how I was. They treat me like me being 160lbs was so terrible...

submitted 42 days ago • 1 comment

Thinking about how the slice of cake i had probably was around 800 cal just for one slice , it was so yummy but I can just feel the weight loss progress fading away . If I wake up more than 145 lbs imma cry

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

Too busy to make a new one so been staring at this one all January

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

Sharing pretzel bites with my mom and sister and my mom told me to "back off" after I tried to get one more. She knows I'm trying to lose weight so I guess she is helping. I was 142.2 today and don't want to lose all that progress today, but it's hard not to eat during celebrations with treats

submitted 44 days ago • 0 comments

weighed 143 this morning. I've been drinking fresh juice and eating cucumber + sauce I make when I'm hungry in the morning and around lunch time. Also chicken tenders was a safe fast food option for me yesterday and I even had tasty sugar free coffee. Lean Cuisine has also helped #caterpillarSky 🖤💕🤍

submitted 45 days ago • 0 comments

Having to pull up my pants constantly cause I forgot a belt is annoying and the pants that used to be tight on me look too baggy now. I remember getting rid of pants that were too tight for me a long while ago and now those probably would work for me now ugghhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaa 😑😭

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

I can't wait to move out and have more control of what is in the fridge, no more feeling bad for food waste cause I won't make such huge portions like my family and feel awful for not eating the huge amount of leftovers #caterpillarsky

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

People are noticing how long I decide on ordering things cause I'm counting the calories. Ordering coffee and anything takes longer, I used to pick what to eat based on taste now it's numbers...it is interesting seeing certain people's feelings about my eating habits and weight loss..I see who cares

submitted 47 days ago • 0 comments

It's been like 2.5 months and I've just been consistently staying around 145 lbs. My anxiety gets worse when I get to 148 and I feel better when it's 144. I might go in more detail later..I don't know ...losing weight has caused new good and bad habits

submitted 48 days ago • 0 comments

I used to eat huge meals around holidays and be fine, now if I eat a bunch I feel kinda sick and feel stuffed alot more quickly. I used to devour so many gooey butter cookies at once, I ate 3 yesterday and felt so dead but they were super yummy

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

I have to stay at 143 to 144 lbs so I can fit in my dress, but sometimes I've been dipping below 143. As long as I don't go above tho, being too skinny would be better than being too big to fit.

submitted 66 days ago • 0 comments

My room is actually a depression cave it's a wreck I can barely walk around it I feel like a hoarder even tho if I just organized and cleaned properly it could look really nice without throwing much away but I struggle with cleaning my room specifically and staying focused I hate me sometimes

submitted 72 days ago • 0 comments

Lunch today: small apple 100cal?, rice cakes with peanut butter 270?, chocolate protein drink 190...so 560 cal and my later work snack is a blueberry muffin quest bar 180. I feel full tho which is good and plenty of protein. Goal is 1000 or less today 🩵 I hope I stay at 800 cal tho

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

Got app on my phone so now I can look at my moots activity anytime 😊

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

ive gotten down to 143 lbs...im so exhausted from work but atleast being on my feet all day and walking around a bunch is paying off

submitted 73 days ago • 0 comments

on my period stepping on my scale feeling bloated and it says 146 lbs when i was 149 last night and i hatefully stare down at the number thinking "don't you fucking lie to me" #caterpillarsky

submitted 77 days ago • 0 comments

i was at 146 now im at 148 cause i had buffalo wild wings, UGGGHHHHH then today i had chipotle...i often eat barely anything but coffee and protein drink but then have a big dinner and its terrible...i think having a bigger lunch and breakfast is better than a dinner

submitted 80 days ago • 0 comments

the scales said 144.5 - 145.2 (i use both my own and my parents scale to get a range since they always say different things) today after my shower, i dont want to celebrate too soon tho

submitted 84 days ago • 0 comments

having lunch with my sweet today so only coffee breakfast, its probably around 70 cal, but i get anxious and round up high cause i didnt measure so im calling it 100 cal, 10 hr sleep + went to bed hungry last night but i feel lighter but also kinda spaced out but thats probably the depression

submitted 84 days ago • 0 comments

my mom makes me depressed and now i dont feel like eating...i only had half a yogurt (too sad to finish) with some blueberries, coffee, a protein drink, and half a rice cake with capers + cayenne pepper (im weird) today...my sweet told me to eat but i just cant right now..so i rather just go to bed

submitted 85 days ago • 0 comments

yesterday my family was out while i was at home from work and they asked if i want freddy's burgers and fries, and I said no since it's bad for my diet. I had 2 rice cakes with alittle cream cheese, everything bagel seasoning, and capers ( i eat weird shit) + choco halotop while i be bad at fortnite

submitted 85 days ago • 0 comments

need to do angry toxic workouts again, sometimes when im really upset I angrily do "burpees" or pushup jumps, kick boxing workouts, russian twists, and punch the air in the cold garage. Burn off steam and calories + cool off, but i say such mean stuff to myself to push me harder

submitted 85 days ago • 0 comments

being possessed every time i make coffee to make whip cream and add peppermint chocolate on it, knowing imma hate myself if i drink it

submitted 85 days ago • 1 comment

i binged yesterday and had a small burger, and a regular jersey mikes sandwich, so im nervous to step on the scale today

submitted 86 days ago • 0 comments

🫠...still 147...is this plateauing .....im internally screaming everytime i step on the scale

submitted 88 days ago • 0 comments

when i was planning to have breakfast, but my fam is ordering ramen for dinner, so now I probs just need to no breakfast, meal replacement shake for lunch, so i can enjoy my ramen for dinner, hungry but excited #caterpillarsky or maybe ill try something different from my fav ramen place

submitted 89 days ago • 0 comments

my sweet has been getting mad at me for "starving" myself, I STILL BE EATIN! just alot less...and my weight gain anxiety peaks anytime I have something that isnt a yogurt, meal replacement drink, rice cake, or something protein/fiber heavy #caterpillarsky

submitted 89 days ago • 0 comments

ive been stuck at 147.6 lbs for days and it drives me a little crazy...atleast staying at that number is better than gaining 😑 ive been skipping breakfast a bunch, but i am craving an egg with kimichi

submitted 89 days ago • 0 comments

It's very easy to forget eating when stressed and sick. I had a yummy breakfast yesterday with an egg, frenchtoast, coffee, + bacon...but i didn't have anything else besides water and medicine after that. I haven't had anything yet today, probs need some kimichi or yogurt to help gut health

submitted 93 days ago • 0 comments

I feel very lucky and kinda surprised i stayed under 151 lbs after thanksgiving, my sweet was mad at me for not eating a lot the day before thanksgiving, i had lots of pie, he ate some off my plate tho so probs why i didnt gain as much

submitted 96 days ago • 0 comments

who needs mealspo or thinspo or any motivation to lose weight when your mom and sister constantly comment on how you eat and look even when you lose 10 lbs the shit they say makes me feel like it's not enough and that i must have seemed so big before

submitted 96 days ago • 0 comments

Little December moodboard to help me stay motivated #caterpillarsky

submitted 97 days ago • 0 comments

me @ me #edsky #caterpillarsky #edmemes #anasky

submitted 99 days ago • 0 comments

when youre slightly sick + throw up, but its all water cause you barely ate solids yesterday + you somehow gain half a pound after throwing up. I hate taking pills but liquid medicine makes me puke. Atleast my headache isnt as bad anymore, throwing up got whatever was killing me out my system probs💔

submitted 97 days ago • 0 comments