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Sleeping is the closest thing that i have to death. And i won't die if that is what they whant. I will be alive until i can't anymore in the future I'm going to be a brilliant lady that everyone looks up to

i have an apple and a pastry in front of me right now i dont know what to do

weight loss demons are getting me

wanted to smoke a cig at the bus stop but some other dude is there

i’m so sad

not eating is soooo easy (i’m convincing myself) i looove not eating

whenever i go over 1000 i feel horrible. so much guilt

tomorrow i’m going to a party so im gonna be a little laid back on the food because if i smell. pizza. im gonna foam at the mouth.

ok no whyd i gain 1lb i’ve been eating only 800cals a day?? even less!! is it because i made a huge jump from binging to not

how are you gonna have food and drinks at an event but no fucking water.

when i first “locked in” on my ed, it was a few years ago and i lost 30lbs in a month. i am dedicated to do that again because i feel absolutely HORRIBLE about my body. i sit down and the back rolls eat me alive.

i wonder if since i ate extra, it shocked my body out the high 130s plateau

nachos or bean and cheese taco? dinner with family and i don’t wanna totally annihilate my cravings but then again ???? so. help.

might have to go out to dinner tonight with my family. i really don’t want to go eat. i will end up binging, knowing them and the places they pick.

if you put something on my plate i will eat all of it because i HATE wasting food. just feel guilty.

my thoughts exactly

too late

break 12h fast for breakfast or wait til 16h??

looking at old snapchat memories, i used to be REAL fuckin huge. i’m scared ill end up like that again; that my BED will take over. it won’t. i will starve until you see my ribs.

it’s only been 2-3 days since my 800 deficit + fast and i’m craving so so so so soooo much.

craving so many things right now. i can’t wait to eat tomorrow after my 16h fast.

good news! i only ate 550 calories!! hip hip hooray

i really want chocolate ☹️ i want caramel chocolate. i wish i were skinny so i could eat it and not look like a whale

moots how yall doing

sorry for not responding i was stress eating