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welcome to my murder i: @nasvyhere | ママ: @garancoxxx | パパ: @ransom_vt | 🎨: #helillust | 🌙🪶
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kamo models are fucking gorgeous but lord have mercy im going to need to win the lottery i never enter

going through a nostalgia trip on the old primary school songs and having a blast until the amarillo video comes on and you forget jimmy bastard saville is in there bigger jump scare than fnaf man

i hate getting into these moods where i think people just tolerate me, it's so hard to deal with i shouldnt need affirming so much it makes me so sick, genuinley how do i win somehow ive come to be surrounded by so many cool people, creators, had the chance to work with some people-

i always wanted to make an oc design that goes kind of crazy with the details but was worried about commissioning artists with that design, it would be a pain and probably more expensive because of complexity

i think some of my friends do things to intentionally make me upset or start uncomfortable conversations for attention and i am not sure how to navigate it

aaaaaak fuck AWF with the HEAT

you know how vtubers have mascots for chat and such i think it would be cute if people found themselves in multiple communities.. they just create this amalgamation of features from each one

its so hot and humid i want to fucking die

im so exhausted haha

forgot i threw out the bastard hot water bottle oh it's so over for me right now

now that i have a full model again, i hope i can go around and crash other people's streams (i paid for the vnet dlc and only used it like twice lamao)

bought ice cube molds specifically so i can put ice in ghost's water fountain they came today so i did just that and i shit you not this cat called me a slur ungrateful little shit (i love him so much)

i would redo my lore video the day before debut

ended stream and cried like a fuckin baby holy shit

it got a bit cooler and i was able to take a nap thank the heavens

i have slept maybe 3 hours in the past 4 days i might be going insane the combination of the heat and the weirdo nightmares out of nowhere is nasty

found the prettiest keeb holy shit

followed someone on twitter because i fell in love with their design and i guess i should have just waited a bit because after that they just started posting uncensored thirst on main 🥹

the urge to rebrand my mascot into a pumpkin crow pumpcrow

people using my tag people using my 'oshi' marks people unironically telling me that crows remind them of me fuck im so against parasocial shit but icl this makes my fucking year

gonna lose my fucking mind it's been like this for 5 hours

someone just followed me on twitter and holy shit their art is so delicious but i cant thirst on main so here we are