mamjammy.bsky.social
I usually just use this account to view art, though I do make some on occasion. Don't expect me to post my art consistently. Any pronouns. She/Her is preferable though. 16. Trans girl.
'I could even learn how to love like you.'
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This world is too great for you to miss out on it, and even if you do not see the joy this world has to offer now doesn't mean you will not see it later.
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Well, I do not have anymore advice for you at the moment. Keep doing what you enjoy, and live to do so for the time being. There is always a way where you can be happy, regardless of the situation or how much you're suffering, and even though you do not think it, I know you can get past this.
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Or do you not dismiss them? Have you been trying them?
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I just told you the better options. We have been telling you what better options there are this entire time and you often dismiss them.
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Just because I am currently happy doesn't mean that my advice is void. You have so many years ahead of you and only one life, do you really want to waste it all by freeing yourself from pain through a method as costly as this when there are better options available?
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Consider other options before picking the worst one.
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And even if death sounds to enticing to avoid, there are suicide hotlines to show you the dark reality of what you are about to do. I do not know if they can help fix your issues, but they can help you last long enough for your mother to find you somebody who can help fix your issues.
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Then try something else. If you cannot be happy with your current mindset, see it a different way. Enjoy the little things. Nothing in life matters in the end, so why stop yourself from doing anything with your only life? Draw. Play games. Have fun. We only have one life, so why waste it?
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Yes you can. It is never too late for you to be happy.
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You can make it through the pain. I know you can.
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I do though for not as long, and even if I have never felt as bad as you have, that doesn't change anything. You can still feel better. The sample size isn't limited to me. I have heard of people who got past their pain and were better off for it. I even seen some reply to you.
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And I am telling you, this is not the way you go about getting rid of that pain.
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It isn't easy to get better, but its possible and it has been done before by many people, with worthwhile results.
Do not do this.
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You cannot do this.
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Brandon. No.
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Yep.
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10
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Give her time. These issues wont be solved in a day, nor with a slit. Be patient and stay alive. It is the best option for you.
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And neither am I. Is your mother making progress on find you a therapist?
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You were suffering for 4 years, and instead of comforting you, I spent this time complaining about myself forcing you to comfort somebody you shouldn't need to. You don't need my problems.
You're valuable and an amazing person. You are extremely kind to me and others and here is no exception.
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I threatened to leave you at your lowest point.
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You should be. I wronged you.
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I am sorry for threatening to leave you. That would be a horrible thing to do. I will not leave you.
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I'm sorry. I should not leave you like this.
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This was never true was it? I was never helping.
I will not return.
bsky.app/profile/bran...
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Don't. Please.
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I should not have made this assumption that I am making thing worse. I am sorry. I am sorry for all of this.
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But even now, it feels like I am guilt tripping you.
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Okay. I'm sorry.
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The only way I can help you now is to leave you be. All I am doing and have done to you was to be an insensitive asshole. I think its best that you are without me.
Make sure to stay alive. If not for me, but for Jessi and all your other friends.
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And am I doing any better?
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That is what you think. Your life is valuable, and my terrible strategy meant to keep you alive is only putting you in jeopardy. I realize that now. Being near somebody who you hate or at the very least makes you mad doesn't exactly cause somebody to feel better.
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No no... That will stop me from trying. I am sorry for making this worse. I didn't mean to.
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Sorry about that.
Wont stop me from trying though. People care about you, whether you'd like them to or not.
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Yep :3
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Nope.
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Aside from your many redeeming features, I just want a friend.
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Good to know you're still okay.
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Are you there?
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Brandon?
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Or rather, I am not going to leave until you are okay. You cannot dissuade me while you are still planning this.
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I am not going to leave until you answer.
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And to who's benefit is this?
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You aren't.
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What the heaven.
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That is really cool.
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I am just going to randomly pick 13.