[19] And there’s no real ending to this thread I can find. No neat way of closing it off. Dumping the photos, being helped & hugged, not being stalked afterwards - I’m not cured fully & forever of the past. Life’s not that neat, even though people raised in chaos like me will always want it to be.
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Much love to you.
My guess? Just as you needed that hug, so did he, but he didn't feel it was appropriate to unload whatever it was he was dealing with at the time.
“Life’s not that neat, even though people raised in chaos like me will always want it to be.”
It has both opened and yet settled so much on my heart.
Perhaps the real ending is you, giving us this gift.
💜
Strange what a sudden fortnight of barely being able to move has brought back to mind. Mostly good things but a few old horrors long and deep buried by years of constant connection, exercise, home maintenance xx
cc @nancyforde.bsky.social