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Movie you’ve watched more than six times using a gif. (“Hard mode” no Star Wars, Star Trek, or LotR)

I'm writing random stuff today because I need to be doing something and am toying with vague plots #ffxiv #ffxivfanfic #au

In my WoL's canon, he doesn't exist and likely will not, as Ardbert does have a role in her world and I've made Clive an Azem shard as well. For me, he's sex on legs and I will eat him. I like his dorky face and he makes me smile okay. 🤗

Having a solid fucking cry because I'm realizing just how much social damage I've endured in recent years and just how deeply that's changed and broken me in ways that I don't appreciate or know how to repair in myself also immensely grateful for the people by my side right now 🌼

I may just rent Captain America Brave New World for my birthday and devour a whole ass cake while watching my faves 💕

Not to copy Lumeria but she was my everything and I remember jumping off a jungle gym thinking that if I just really believed, I could fly like Rogue ... (it's fine I didn't break anything at least) Post a gif of who you wanted to be as a kid.

If you see this, post a smiling OC!

Hate when my brain takes the absence of direct engagement with someone I consider a friend as them wanting nothing to do with me anymore Is okay I have holes I can crawl into 😭

Quite frequently. She doesn't handle her emotions well and doesn't know how to cope with loss. Especially after defeating Endsinger and realizing that, while her world is safe, another remains destroyed. She very much desires to pull a G'raha move and go back in time to change history, come what may

The described behavior in this thread is exactly why I'm often anxious when writing Ali's polyam ships because a good chunk of them are 'straight passing'. It makes her no less bisexual but between bi-erasure and shit from a past fandom (dating more than 1 person makes you a hoe/Mary Sue)... 😓

Share your OC's boundaries: Is fanart OK: ✅️ Yes! Is shipping OK: ⚠️Ask first! Is fanfiction/writing OK: ✅ Yes Can others draw their OC with yours: ✅️ Platonic only Is NSFW stuff OK: ⚠️Solo yes, with others ask first please #ffxivoc #ffxiv

Been thinking of putting this on here for a while. Now with an OC version 👀 Have fun ^^ #wolquestion | #wolqotd | #ocsky | #oc

I hate the side of me that baulks at being told what to do or how to do something when I haven't asked, because it makes me unreasonably annoyed with someone who's just trying to give advice. 😆 On the other hand, I hate it when said advice implies/assumes I don't already know how to do a thing.

#wolqotd Who is someone your WoL really looks up to and why that person in particular? #ffxiv

I do love going from being perfectly fine to a sudden massive splitting episode before attempting to bury myself

seaweed's just so delicious like, if I was a mermaid I'd be a vegetarian too

For those interested, I've started my Arranged Marriage AU ft. Elidibus!Zenos/WoL. Also starring Varis, Gaius, even eventual real!Zenos. It's gonna be a bit tropey here and there, some royal clichés and plot twists. #ffxiv #fanfic #ffxivfanfiction #AU archiveofourown.org/works/64287982

Randomly remembering that guy who complained to me that "the females only want guys who look like Thancred", they weren't interested in him. Then he proceeded to brag about all the income he gets from the army because he keeps signing up for new courses, and if any of these "females" were actually-

when you've been spending your entire battery on everyone around you to make sure they feel seen, heard, cared for, and cheered on and suddenly you're knocked on your ass by supreme empty and tired and sad

Hi, have you been kind to yourself today? Given yourself some positive affirmation, had a nice shower or bath? A boba tea or other treat? Remember you're worth it and no matter what others or your demon brain may say, you're wonderful and you matter. 🌼

Tell people about the tactics your harasser uses in effort to make you uncomfortable, suppress you, and chase you away, and they lose their power because people will begin to recognize it and see the vile behavior for what it is 💜 Never suffer in silence.

(wip)👍

FRIEND GET #ffxiv

I used to be but spite set me free to pursue my own joy, everyone else be damned. There's no wrong in this regard and for anyone arguing "but in canon tho...!" can kindly go fuck themselves. I'm only half sorry if this sounds harsh bc I really need people to stop policing the enjoyment of others.

I (26F) prevented my soulmate (12,000+ M) from reuniting with his son (??M), friends and family, by putting a stop to his attempts at destroying my world for the sake of getting his own back - AITA? #wolqotd (In Ali's mind the answer is at least a partial yes, very conflicting 😭)

The inspiration vs. my WoL in one of her new 7.2 glams ❤️ #ffxiv | #ffxivglamour

She's a Fortemps via adoption, it was one of the last things Haurchefant discussed with Edmont before... y'know. He wanted her to have a true home, somewhere to be herself. It takes Ali a while to accept b/c she feels a lot of guilt about... y'know, but she does eventually. #wolqotd

Aliara is a polyamorous pansexual and quite happy with both the men and women in her life. ❤️ #wolqotd

Snow to Aliara is a thing from paintings that hang in the Admiral's office and the orphanage. She is /stunned/ the first time she and Alphinaud visit Coerthas and may have probably absolutely put some of it in her mouth to see what it tastes like (cold, watery, and boring) 1/2

I have too many thoughts in my head and not enough time or words to express them all so I'm very tired

Hey look I did a useful thing and finally updated this again (it'll be finished within the next 5 years I'm sure) #ffxiv | #ffxivfanfic archiveofourown.org/works/357300...