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SHE/HER | 23 YO MLP, CARS, KEBAYA, GIRLS Toyota AE101 COMMS CLOSED SEE U NEXT MONTH SUPERSTAR... https://linktr.ee/chiefywiffy
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tak ajak
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try spookieghoulie! she's so cute and her art is super cute too.
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sean it's been 2 years since ur last post how long were u in there
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tru. thats why i've avoid family these past few years now
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It's over now. I hope I can release this attraction with J. Just accept and let go. I'm with better people now. I never knew friends could be so caring. I love them a lot. Definitely better than J.
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Guess I'm really just another insignificant footnote in their life. Maybe I was delusional about being anything. I really really wanted to be something, a good friend or maybe even someone they cared about. They were genuinely an interesting individual. Someone I would share memes with.
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Sorry if this post was all over the place. Like I have so many things I remember and not remember. But the feelings are the same. I would just be scared whenever I talk to you cuz I wouldn't know if you would share how ur improving as a person, being fun or just abuse me.
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I don't know if all these years you were just manipulating me or what. I feel you weren't being a good friend. And yes it's true talking to you feels like walking on eggshells. I know you've changed a lot but I just can't do it anymore. Ur literally a grown ass woman now.
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I don't know if J will ever read this post. They've probably forgotten about me. Prob already kermit. Idk. If they are, hi. Yes this is you. I cried for you, and I was angry for you. I felt these emotions were never reciprocated.
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But no, it had to be about J. And how I underestimate how many weirdoes also talk to them. Like what.. Can't you at least acknowledge how my friend feels? That's when I realized that tbh J is like any other brick wall, Bipolar or not. I just hate this type of people. So I made the decision.
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The straw that broke the camel's back was when I was talking to J about how weirdoes would flock my friend a lot, they would turn it around to say how they can tolerate these weirdoes in their life instead. I wasn't even trying to talk about them. It was about my friend.
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Now I've unfriend them on everything, unfollowed this thing they're doing on Twitter with a gimmick account. Haven't talked to them since cuz now I'm sticking with friends that actually care about me. And I care about them too so much. They are like my family.
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Tbh I try to be patient and stuck around cuz they're bipolar. Call me whatever cuz I just don't have the patience for that anymore. People say just cuz you have stuff like that that doesn't mean u can be an asshole and not empathetic. I don't know if they are even capable of that.
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These past couple years I've started to mature and realize that this relationship is really toxic. It's giving me nothing. I just know they would just try to talk about themselves and stroke their ego. They don't even remember what I tell them about myself. Feel like they don't even care.
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At one point I just snapped and said block me I dont care anymore. Something like that. But after that we would still talk for years, about various things. I even encouraged them to start drawing and they did. I get proud whenever they sketched or doodled or draw.
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This behaviour would exasperate whenever they got drunk. I try to be patient cuz I know they're bipolar. Try to avoid arguments with them and be empathetic. But they would just be so negative and I don't remember if I was being verbally abused. Probably. Everything had to be an argument.
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Didn't last long, learnt that the bitch cheated on J with a guy. Didn't know how that actually went cuz I never pried into it. During our relationship, J would sometimes be 'scary'. They would get so depressing, being nihilistic and talk about how everything doesn't matter and would get worse.
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I learnt they were bipolar. They had moved a lot before settling down. Transferred schools and stuff. Had a rough family, divorce etc. Because of how we would share stuff like this, I felt a connection I've never felt before. Even fell for them a bit. Heartbroken when learnt they got a new gf.
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I won't share the name of the site cuz not only I've left it, I've stopped talking to said friend as well. (For easier reading I'll name this friend, J.) We would talk about lotsa things and we've shared some personal stuff. So I consider J as someone quite close even though we've never met.
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i can still draw other species. but please choose a car..!!
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sorry! taken
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thas pretty awesome
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whos banana
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3 slots left!!!!!!!!!
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lmao i've played this games before
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doesnt have to be any extra. DM for a slot..
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5 slots left everpony!! DM to get a slot!
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cuuuuuuuuuute!! can u show us the shirt too..
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laziness
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i love
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ur the goon master