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colakatz.bsky.social
Living with Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia VRChat Texturer, Streamer, constantly tired bean. The most wonderful husbean is @articchillin.bsky.social Plays a dragon or cat on the internet at times.
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Happy Birthday @demonottergames.bsky.social, both @articchillin.bsky.social and I hope you have a wonderful one!

I am exhausted, I think I need a short nap, plus my ears are ringing, so delaying stream until 8PM. Might end up going later.

On a brighter note, I did get around to a schedule this week. I'm not sure about Wednesday or Saturdays' game but here's my streaming schedule for twitch.tv/colakatz

Well heck. I had some bills come out that I was going to delay a little bit and now I realized due to fees, I'm behind by roughly $175, not including an insane cell phone bill. I would look at doing 2 or 3 VRC retextures but I'm so far behind on my current work, (1/2)

Ontario election tomorrow, guess I'll have to leave the house -_- Also been extremely blah this week so far.

FINALLY A NEW SCHEDULE! Feeling a bit tired tonight, and I have a few projects to work on, so see you Wednesday! Also remember that I do the "popular" thing and an do 1 Beanboozled Fiery Five Challenge for every 5 subs (on stream). www.twitch.tv/colakatz

Correct. If the birthdate field contains corrupt or mismatched data, it defaults to 1875-05-20, which serves as a flag. May 20, 1875, is the day the international standards and metrics treaty was signed. Everything is a conspiracy when you don’t know how anything works.

Did this render and gave it to my husbean @articchillin.bsky.social for Valentine's Day. We didn't get a lot done, we were tired but hun... You'll do, and you'll always be the one that'll do as you're the one for me. 💜 You.

Been trying to work on another model to get some motivation. It's a kitbash of a Tosca X-Panthera and a Taryk 2.0 model to get something close to a the Tiger/Deer fursona I have from like 2012 called Tai Deer. Yes, I did name him that, yes I know what I was doing.

So… My landlord’s son stopped by to show off his new vehicle, a Cybertruck, I’m surprised he’s t drove because we have more than one snowflake on the ground here…

If he fits, he sits - and he fits perfectly! 😺 🎨: @blurthefur.com thank you for the opportunity! <3

Was in looking in the Julia Winterpaw discord this morning, went to look in the WIPs from almost 10 days ago and saw a picture of their updated cat avatar. I know there is a lot to finish to release it, but I think that'll be an avatar I'll have to pick up.

You know, I just saw an Ontario elections ad on youtube, saying get out and vote either before or on February 27th (the election date). All I could think of was that I felt so disconnected from it all, I know it's happening, but I haven't done anything that I normally do to be prepped to vote.

Haven’t been feeling well yesterday and today, been sick and I think my Haberno jelly bean for my first 5 subs since starting the “challenge” has bothered my GERD (I usually just ignore the almost always present heartburn). But will need to science the jelly bean thing But It’s why I’ve been quiet

Just saw a trailer for Jurassic Park Rebirth and there are definitely Spinos in the movie. Kinda awesome, now, I'm not sure if they're my favourite dinosaur but I loved them in Ark: Survival Evolved and I'm glad we'll get to see more of them in this Jurassic Park movie.

Hopefully I can keep this schedule, small changes matter. Wednesday might change, depending on some outside factors but if it does, I'll be playing multiplayer Pico Park 2. www.twitch.tv/colakatz

Really sorry to bother with this 😅 but its kinda important rn

Streaming tonight, I hopefully will be finishing off some avatar work for my husbean, @articchillin.bsky.social and will have to see what else I can get up to. So come on over around 8PM EST tonight to www.twitch.tv/colakatz :3

Alright, yesterday I formatted my computer, so during downtime at work and after work, it’s the final push to get software and plugins installed. Plus, probably a stream, if I can… Still have to get back doing schedules too >.<

All these things...

Last night, Blender, along with various other programs crashed when I was trying to export a VRM from Blender. This is frustrating to say the least, so my options are to format my main machine, which I've wanted to do, to reorganize my files, or try to diagnose which of the 300 apps is the problem.

Worked on an avatar for my Husband tonight to add to his stream (in addition to his otter) But I also took an Unreal prefab, brought it into Blender and started playing around with lighting and adding/removing some stuff. I'm liking how this little cafe is coming out, hope to use it for stream.

You know, I feel for all the people that lost their distraction platform aka Tiktok, as I'm not in the US, I went in today and realized I had messages from October that I didn't even know existed. Which means, I last logged in way before that. Believe me, there are other doom scrolling sites for u

So kinda a late night confession, I don't really post much (if any) 18+ content, especially visual but it's not because I can't, just I don't think anyone would care and I grew up in an age where what happens in the bedroom, stays there.

After stream, I laid down as I was cold, tired, exhausted and my legs hurt. I fell asleep without my CPAP on and now I seem to have exchanged exhausted for a hurting throat. I don't know if I should say getting older is shitty or if it's being chronically sick with leukemia is the shitty thing

It's done and it turned off it so cute! A father and Son playing in the water 😁 #otter #digitalart #otter #illustration