feast-of-bone.bsky.social
24. it/its. tw for SH, ED, drugs, trauma, etc. MDNI 🔞
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my biggest wl motivation rn isnt even my appearance tho,, i need to lose fat for the warmer months or i will want to rip off my skin
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+ i know to keep myself busy when the urges hit, and i can prepare harm reduction meals or other coping skills
i hope this makes sense im rly high 😭
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the 2 biggest things that helped me break the bp cycle were getting on the right medications and learning my binge triggers so i could plan how to cope before the urges hit. for example - food insecurity is a bp trigger for me, so if my fridge starts looking empty, or my safe foods run out,
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i was overweight or obese most of my life from BED so wanted to comment:
1) get ur thyroid checked out
2) if u have a psychiatrist, ask abt meds for treating binge eating. sertraline, wellbutrin, other weight-neutral mood stabilizers
3) find a replacement behavior that also produces dopamine
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real i keep checking it for the spo but its so insufferable i end up clicking off
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ur cardiol0gist needs to find a new job /hj
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he also saved my life multiple times and is a huge part of the reason i got away from the cult / abuse ring i was trapped in so i still rly rly want us to be able to heal n grow together :(
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hes nonbinary not a man but yeah :( i know everyone is going to say its abuse and this is going to sound like im making excuses , but he rly is doing a lot lot lot better than when we first got together. i was having flashbacks / bpd split when i posted this, he rly is trying, just a rough journey
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how cruel and insatiable i am
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the body of chr1st is just a loaf of cornbread
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if nobody got me i know Walm4rt Canned corn in Canned vegetables got me can i get an AMEN 🙏
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glad u guys r enjoying my psychosis ramblings lol
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i wish i had never existed
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i think maybe im the one in the wrong cuz he just went thru a lot of realy realy traumatic stuf and i shld hav thought of that and made him my first priority but he also was telling me to take better care of myself and stop pushing myself as much so i dont know what im sposed to do
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he says smth like this evry few weeks even tho we literally were on video call for 24 hrs straight right before this happend and he knows i have rly rly severe dysmorphia and fear of cameras so he knows how much it takes just to spend time with him in that way but its never enough
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prob built a tolerance, ive been on stims for appetite loss for a yr now and i barely feel the max dose sometimes
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idk if that ever happened to me i probably just made it up to feel special anyway
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dude ppl my age have started asking me if i have children as like a "get to know u" question and its so scary
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theyll b even pretyer whnen im uw agaiib
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evryibbe kives me
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evryojeb lo es me so muchh when im nice and helpful and quiet and masking evryoebb lovessss me
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i dont want to post it publicly for their safety but they have no age in bio or pinned and they recently made a post abt being 17. idk if that helps