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Fish, fake drama and salty rambles I have a language disorder called dysphasia! (all classic symptoms, genetic) ‪Official account: @gothibun.bsky.social‬ 5 years wasted on @weixx.bsky.social
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fucking hell yesterday night I had so severe panic attack, I thought I wouldn't survive it. few months until it's decided if I get to the Polyclinic or not. fuck me, I want drugs so bad. Like depression is still on the top of my list, but if I have another attack like this I'm gonna-jshdfjafgdafjhgb

Run out of 100mg lamictal. Now I'm depressed and too anxious to sleep :) Where's that good nights rest? ...actually anime piracy websites are shit on mobile. I'm getting my old laptop and watching romance or loli anime till I fall asleep

"I watch anime only on sub" Ew??? I don't need to know about your kinks

I genuinely can't seperate bi and pansexual, even if I research different definitions and explonations. It all sounds the same to me. ...so I'll just aknowledge that they are different things, even though I don't understand.

Omg what is this dialect hate, I've seen people lately say that dialects aren't proper language. Bitch, my dialect even has even localized books.

that feeling when grammar police is after my ass, because they don't like that I have a dialect. yes, this is in fact about my mother tongue

Thank you for thinking about me, pet.

Thinking about gays

I hate kids. "Doorbell ditching is fun" Meanwhile I'm having a rough longterm mental breakdown. hearing a doorbell ring without me expecting someone, made me feel unsafe in my own home dammit. Idk if I can sleep anymore. I'm scared to leave my apartment.

For real tho, I wouldn't be surprised if this was one of the reasons I'm gonna get cancelled for in the future

As I was putting my trans OC onto toyhouse, I remembered something. Back when I was underage, soon to be adult, I remember I used to consistently call my trans friends trannies

Art, ironmouse and energy drink. Mqybe this will cheer me up

I'm starving myself appariently more than before. I fucking can't bring myself to cook. No worries, I still avoid eating trash. I give myself a chance to cook until 9pm, and if it doesn't work out until then, I have just enough time to get something from the store.

I haven't eaten all day, I don't want to eat. It's late, I just want to sleep, but I really need to take a visit to the store since I can't cook for myself right now.

My dbi test score was 36🥲 Needless to say, I told my nurse about it so I can have better support

Also streaming today was fun. Caffeine made me hyper, I was trembling but awake as hell. ...I'll do the same tomorrow, but instead of 10 cups I might drink just 5.

Drank a pot of coffee. -I started feeling sick -waited cuz I thought it's the caffeine -think about my symptoms -test it, make sandwiches -dammit, it was just low blood sugar. Guess I'm making gonna cook with whatever I find from the fridge

EW NEVER TAKE LAMICTAL WITH MONSTER WAFIJIWAKUFJIKIFJIKJUFJ

5 days on a bulimia streak, I've eaten like one meal a day. Except few days ago. I ate twice cuz my blood sugar was too low

Shadaria was fine until tiktok snowflakes decided it's just as bad as sontails.

I was afraid I ghosted an art trade for 2 years. turned out it was just artfight art and I didn't owe anything.

I'm not the same person I used to be. I hate her.

I SPENT THE WHOLE NIGHT ONTO DRAWING AN ART TRADE AND WATCHING SPY X FAMILY CLIPS

I might have made a big mistake due dissociation 👀

finally I feel like my bulimia is in control and now I'm constantly cold

The electricity has been driving me insane in my batcave, so I'm HOPING. that keeping all my devices off for am hour calms the noise down.

I'm so tired of tiktok people claiming techno sucks, but then they are into ebm, hardcore, gabber ect.

Quitting fluanxol fully today! Surprisenly I feel better, can't explain how though since I still am anxious and depressed.

Me: *Slides alien $5 and a pudding cup* Take me off this planet please.

I apologise to everyone who follows this account for investment advice and who lost money due to my recent post “invest all your money in hamburgers”. It turns out I was just hungry

help me

Bruh my meds don't fucking work and I got to wait until spring to swap it. I'd switch it now but I'm q shitty case.

Is there any nut free ice creams from that brand?