lunarlamentations.bsky.social
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Lament tries to protect her from expectations because he can't do anything about the pressure she places on herself especially since she desparately wants to prove that he doesn't have to coddle or protect her as hard as he tries to
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even though obviously no one who cares about her thinks that or believes it matters, she knows she's the blood daughter of at least one great warrior (& has put together enough to know that her other 'parent' has done terrible but great things), & obviously this creates Issues no matter how hard/
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weird dreams that are influenced by the memories/emotions of people around her & i think i might stick with that partly 'cause i just thought of a comic-y thing i might try to draw.
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does it really matter for a one-off event npc? technically no but also it is bothering me far more than it has any right to
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ami existing at all as an ffxiv character only happened because the art group xiam was in had at least one 'draw your nobody as if they were a ff character' thing & i was very entertained by the idea of 'this is what happens when you give a black mage espresso' (her blm/drg fusion nonsense)
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feel like he is allowed to Want (even if he does need reassurance at times). He definitely doesn't engage in casual sex anymore but finds great comfort in instead having a dedicated partner (or potentially partners) who trusts him & he trusts
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wrangle & work through. He's gotten to a point where he is capable of seeing it as something very imtimate again, but he also freezes up & worries greatly about hurting his partner(s?) because there is still those remnants that are going to be hard to shake. But he's able to be open about it & /
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He could not want things because anything he wanted for himself, he would lose. So he turned to things that were "acceptable" for him to want, namely uh. Violence. That's part of why Zenos did such a number on him. Violence & hunger & desire all became conflated in a way Lament is still trying to /
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coping very poorly with his grief & pain after the Bloody Banquet), he started to understand it better as something very intimate he could share with another.
And then he lost Haurchefant & took a hard turn into denying himself things he wanted which definitely affected his relationship with sex.
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i need to actually finish Loop Hero one of these days. i've never gotten past the hunter
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i actually really like doing hatching & really like using it as the primary way of relaying shape/form as well as value but also it takes ages & i also have a habit of getting so fixated on small details when working digitally that it is not as successful as if i worked traditionally
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almost wish i could reuse this thing i never finished because as much as i love what i was attempting Oh My God it was a mistake but it will not work. despite originally being intended as the background to a similar concept.
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it is actually genuinely my favorite thing in ds3 & i cannot believe it hasn't come to mind sooner but also to be fair it only came to mind because i was thinking if drawing something with similar imagry/intejt anyways
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knows nothing about, & he knows one day he's going to have to explain everything but he's afraid when he does it's going to ruin this tiny bit of happiness he has. it's all just a giant mess really