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panachia.bsky.social
Ace šŸ–¤šŸ©¶šŸ¤šŸ’œ | Hobby Artist | Silly birds and eldritch horror appreciator | Lvl. 29 | NO AI šŸš«
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Pigeons are amazing and super cute! I will never trust a pigeon hater.
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I do my best šŸ™‚ He never likes getting trimmed, but he knows eating is easier afterwards.
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PSA: any ā€œtrim his beakā€ comments will be kindly ignored. He is freshly trimmed but is a crossbeak. This combined with the wide lens of the camera will always give the illusion his beak is longer than it looks. He can pick up food just fine.
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Thank you, I will try ā¤ļø And I hope you get a much needed relief too from all your daily stress. If you ever need anything from me, please donā€™t ever hesitate to reach out
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Iā€™m so sorryā€¦fly high, Lady Cheep. May you find a friend in Rubin at the rainbow bridge šŸ˜”šŸŒˆ
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Markiplier hates him because Takis would choose Sticky over him to give a sponsorship
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I am now full of spice, salt, and MSG šŸ˜©
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Thank you so much, and Iā€™m sorry Iā€™ve been a bit quiet. Iā€™ve mostly accepted it now but at times it still hits, and hits hard. I realize thereā€™s nothing I couldā€™ve doneā€¦but it doesnā€™t stop me from shaking my fist at the sky at how unfair all of this is. šŸ’”
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Thanks Mika šŸ«‚ I know we havenā€™t talked in a while, so your words really mean a lot. He was an incredible, incredible bird šŸ“ā¤ļø
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This made me cry so muchā€¦thank you and thank Mary for your kindness and all your help during this very difficult time. šŸ˜”ā¤ļø
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Thank you for sharing your story and for the comfort ā¤ļø Loving an animal is one of the most humbling experiences you can go through.
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-know they understood that. šŸ¦ā¤ļø
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Iā€™m so, so sorryā€¦even when all logic points to there being external factors (I hate how weā€™ve fucked with birdsā€™ biology after so many years of poor breeding), itā€™s hard to let go of that guilt. šŸ˜” Iā€™m sending you so many hugs from my corner of the internet. You loved those birds til the end and I-
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I saw that video about the revival of fandom spaces as a result of more people being introduced to ā€œnerdyā€ cultures during the pandemicā€¦it pretty much summed it up. Feels like new/younger fans necro old issues resolved long ago and add even more discourse to the dumpster fire.
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He was up this morning somewhat bright and alert, but now heā€™s collapsed again. Found him on the floor beside my bed earlier, like he jumped down to explore but was too exhausted. Iā€™m so sorry baby.
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Occasionally I dip my toes into whatever fandom discourse is happening, regardless whether Iā€™m in the community (TF2, Arcane, etc). I swear people will get riled up over anything, just when you think youā€™ve seen it all. It must be nice having all that free time to get mad over nothing.
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Should have just stopped at ā€œtoday is a good day to block teenagers onlineā€
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Iā€™m so so sorry you had to say goodbye to your sweet conure šŸ˜” Kirby was actually a green cheek, so I understand how much personalities those little birds packed. I try to remember that, thank you. I wish these friends could live forever, but all we can do is give them the world.
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This is so healing to read, thank you. I wish I had the time to simply cry over himā€¦he was a special boy. All birds are. I wish more people could see that.
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Iā€™m so glad my small rambling helped. ā¤ļø I find it healing to think of this as a time for self-discoveryā€¦I learned more about myself this past year alone than I did wondering how I ā€œfit into a group dynamicā€ before that. Iā€™ll now be ready knowing who I am if I come along a kindred spirit.
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-Then my father pushes me against the wall and tells me to shut up. Heā€™s just a bird. I couldnā€™t grieve him properly because I wasnā€™t allowed to. Downed a whole bottle of tequila that night. The memories still linger as scars. It was my fault. I knew it. I canā€™t let this happen again. Not to Rubin
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-last memory of him was holding on to my finger and looking at me as though saying, ā€œno mom donā€™t let me goā€. I let him go. I called the girl two months later to see how he was and discovered he died of a heart attack shortly after rehoming. I fucking cried and cried. The guilt was crushing.-
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Losing a loved animal is hard but this is triggering so much guilt from the time I lost my parrot, Kirby. Was just before I went to college. I rehomed him to a girl who had several other birds because I didnā€™t think Iā€™d have time to care for him anymore, and heā€™d have friends at his new homeā€¦myā€”
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I want to cry at this point, if I wasnā€™t disassociating so much. Iā€™m trying everything.
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No it's okay, I'm totally fine sacrificing myself for our devolved chicken overlords šŸ˜­ I'll even give them salt and pepper for my backmeat. Because ultimately, there's no way chicken politics is more corrupt than its human counterpart. I take that victory and die happy