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Just an introverted free spirit who loves anime, romance, elves, and giant reptiles. 35 years old & unashamed. Shy lurker, future streamer. She/her I don't do debates, drama, or arguments. Don't ask where I live. Creeps and minors, DO NOT FOLLOW ME. 🚫
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I have to pay rent next Saturday and I'm still Β£547 short. If 11 people sign up annually I'm there. You get literally 1000s of posts, over 800 recipes for Β£5 and more added every day. 16% off if you sign up annually! Please just give it a try. You improve my life and can cancel anytime.

I swear, there is no such thing as genuine peace in my household. Buttons are SERIOUSLY being pushed right now. Trying not to lose my temper.........

ANYWAY..... Some positivity for your feed: I now officially have a new nickname. It's Little Tiger. Courtesy of @jadynrosetta.bsky.social. ^_^ Rawr. πŸ…πŸ’–

Turns out it was some kind of miscommunication error of sorts.....still. I just did not fucking need that, and there's still the fear of the unknown. It's gonna get worked out tomorrow. My buttons were already being pushed, just stuff going on that I haven't wanted to vent about here. *Sigh* .....

I woke up to wonderful news. My Dad's job was just threatened, in a very passive-aggressive sugar coated way. Trying not to panic, but I certainly am fucking PISSED. If he loses his job, I'm fucked. I'm sick and I have to rely on my parents, yeah it sucks. Stop messing with people's lives!

Gonna try to squeeze a nap in before I have to get groceries. Y'all behave. βœŒοΈπŸ’–

Creamy bacon and tomato tagliatelle www.patreon.com/posts/creamy...

Bwaaaaahhhh........

LOL..... Claire is my real name. I didn't even fully realize I put it in that post until now. XD Force of habit, I guess. Rofl, it's good, I like my IRL name. I took a nap and am feeling better, I just need to eat something. Wish I had a non-vegetarian cheeseburger...or some sushi, even better. 🍣

I'm still not feeling any better, and I likely won't until Mother Nature decides to stop tormenting me and make a certain thing happen when it's supposed to.....still.....very frustrating. *Pats self on the face* C'mon Claire, try to get better.......

Telling a traumatized person β€œYou need to let it go” dismisses the reality of their nervous system and body. No one wants to relive traumatic experiences on an ongoing basis. People are triggered by past trauma because they’re traumatized, not because they’re unwilling to let go.

going live with another off-season run of final fantasy 5 using the 4 job fiesta constraints, thanks to the wonderful generosity of my community this time they voted on: blue mage, time mage, geomancer, and dancer gonna be lots of cheese in this run www.twitch.tv/rhaco_dactylus

Yeah, it's another day in bed. TT.TT; Gotta take things slow & easy. I wish I wasn't alone..... It's cloudy outside now. Perfect cuddly weather...... ..........anywho, Mom must have taken pity on me. She said she ordered a new book & Tarot for me, like the ones from that store. So yay. ^_^

We can be disappointed in ourselves, angry at ourselves, furious about our past choices, frustrated by our symptoms-- without hating, sabotaging, or harming ourselves. Don't get tricked or trapped by Trauma Brain into thinking you "have" to punish yourself. Focus forward.

It looks like I won't be making it to any streams tonight.... I fell asleep, but I don't feel much better. Since I got food poisoning that time, I've been hesitant to eat certain foods since I don't know what really triggered that, and now I think that's come back to bite me. >_< Good grief....

It's looking like I might have to put myself on bed-rest again...... 😭 Not feeling any better. Laying down now.

I had half a mind to walk to that metaphysical shop I mentioned a bit ago, but now I'm getting that woozy feeling I often get right before my time of month.... Mom is in no mood to drive me there. The urge to rest is kinda winning out, but man I want to browse through their books SO bad. Bwaaah. πŸ“š

If they privatize the USPS, say goodbye to $5 shipping. They will gut it and run it into the ground. *You can call after hours if you'd rather leave a voicemail

@jadynrosetta.bsky.social This has happened to us, we have been blessed by the Gods..... 🀩πŸ₯° You should post the artwork you've done of my OCs!! Especially the Pterodactyl picture!!!!! 🀣

That moment when you wonder if someone is aware of how attractive they REALLY are...... Dayyum. πŸ’¦πŸ˜­

Please don't go to excess.

Recovery isn't about being "stronger" than your symptoms or your trauma. You're plenty strong, & you have nothing to prove. This is about strategy, values, & goals-- those things our trauma convinces us we "can't" & "shouldn't" & "don't deserve" to think about.

Sorry BTW, for being slow to respond to some comments & DMs..... Been a little manic-y and disorganized in my thoughts these passed couple of days.

Also re-sharing for Jadyn. πŸ…πŸ€

On nights like this when my mind won't shut up, I rarely have the physical energy to get my ideas on paper. I went through that very lovely phase in December-January where my energy was balanced and I was actually creating stuff..... I miss it. I'm such a restless storm right now. I can't sleep.

I really hope this helps someone!! I don't even stream yet and I hate that Twitch is doing this. No friggin' point to it.

Sharing this again for Jadyn. ^.^ πŸ’™βœ¨

We're not always going to feel strong. Strength fluctuates. We won't be strong every minute, & we don't need to be. What we do need is to be committed to having our own back, being on our own side, not abandoning ourselves-- no matter how strong we do or don't feel this minute.

another wednesday speedrunning and science day! gonna speedy zoom through shantae and the pirate's curse for a few hours and then talk about newly published research on conspiracy beliefs and social media www.twitch.tv/rhaco_dactylus

Never let caution stop you from seizing a rare opportunity. There's plenty of fish in the sea, but how often do you spot a mermaid? πŸ’œβœ¨πŸ§œβ€β™€οΈ

Another I tend to put on repeat. πŸŒ§οΈπŸ’™ www.youtube.com/watch?v=vF-Q...

Makes me think of eyes like grey skies. My weakness.... πŸ’œ www.youtube.com/watch?v=xTT2...

Jadyn wanted me to upload this one. ^_^ I made that necklace BTW, I'd love to find where I put it.... 🐺

Awww!! πŸ‰πŸ’™βœ¨

Alrighty, I'm home now. Y'all can misbehave as much as you want. πŸ˜„πŸ’–

Running off to get some food, you guys behave now! πŸ’•πŸ’œ