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She/Her🏳️🌈| 24 | BSD | Fanfic writer | Minors DNI w/ 🔞 NSFW posts| pfp credit: @cheriiiart on Twt| https://autumn-light.straw.page/
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YES! I was going to add them busting through the door after the damage was done or
change the pov and it’s Dazai running to Chuuya, but it’s too late.
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Tee hee 🥰💛
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The men and women who observed and tested him were diligent in protocols. No remorse was present on their faces as pained screams filled the air. When blood splattered on sterile floors, no look of disgust betrayed their stoned expression as they pressed on. +
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But Chuuya would leave on his own terms.
With one last breath, he had sealed his fate.
“Oh, Grantors of Dark Disgrace. Do not wake me again.”
//End
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acceptance.
Chuuya Nakahara entered the world alone and cold. A boy surrounded by death and destruction. Bodies littered around him with horror and panic frozen on their faces.
Perhaps it’s fitting to leave the world in the same manner. +
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The shocks never lost their sting. The gasses never failed to choke him. The cuts drawn were reopened, never allowed to heal nor to scar over for scars meant survival. There was no surviving this never-ending hell. Instead of dread overwhelmed his drained body at the realization, he found +
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slicing through skin and muscles.
The fire that fueled Chuuya’s anger and frustration slowly dimmed into exhaustion. Bright blue eyes that sent threatening glares to his captures had lost its strength and will. There was only so much that someone like him could take. Human or not. +
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The men and women who observed and tested him were diligent in protocols. No remorse was present on their faces as pained screams filled the air. When blood splattered on sterile floors, no look of disgust betrayed their stoned expression as they pressed on.
Their skilled hands never faltered when+
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chained wrists. No palm cupping his reddened cheek.
There was no sign of the reassuring touch that reminded him of his humanity.
As hours turned to days and days turned into weeks, any hope of leaving seemed to crumble. Not a second had passed that the man wasn’t pumped with sedatives. +
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Any forceful movement would lead to more damage.
What was most concerning about this situation was how he felt like an empty shell. There was no crevice in his body humming with overwhelming power. A feat that only one insufferable man had achieved. But there was no warmness wrapped around his +
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So, Chuuya should have learned his lesson of not letting his guard down around others. And yet, there he was. Disoriented, freezing, and paralyzed as he was strapped down bared to a steel examination table. The barbed metal chains that wrapped around his limbs dug into bleeding skin. +
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The pain in my heart when I saw you have “They both die at the end”. They’re my babies 🥺
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Happiness??? We’ve never heard of it 😭
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The most he could even do is just hold Dazai as they both speed towards the ground before he has to inevitably let go….
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Right?! It hurts thinking that Chuuya actually saw it happened but couldn’t get there in time. Ouchy
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Good night, dear 💛💛💛💛
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I love protective Dazai caring for his loved ones 🥰
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You’re a talented writer and you’ve always been good enough 💛 I love you, dear
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KAE 🥰💛 I almost teared up writing it. I couldn’t even make myself lean towards more of the angst side 😭 that’s their precious baby
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After the three of them lied down once more, Dazai would wrap his arms around Chuuya with a sleepy smile. Without fail, Chuuya would fall asleep to whispers of reassurance and pride. He could get used to this.
//End 💛
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Dazai was to him and their child. Never once would Dazai snapped or felt annoyed when woken up. Nothing but adoration and sleep shined in the man’s eyes as they landed on Chuuya. Gentle hands handled him with care as he was guided to the bathroom. +
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Chuuya did not attempt to argue with Dazai about his independence and how he could manage just fine on his own. He would do anything to never witness the panicked look on Dazai’s face again.
While the incident was a scare for the both of them, it also opened Chuuya’s eyes to how truly devoted +
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Dazai put his foot down. It took almost no convincing for Chuuya to agree that for the rest of the pregnancy, he would not use Upon the Tainted Sorrow like that anymore. Even If Chuuya needed to get up at 3am to pee, he would have to wake Dazai for assistance. +
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“Are you okay? Did you break anything? Don’t move too much, I got you.”
After a quick assessment to determine if it was safe to move Chuuya, he gathered his embarrassed husband into his arms. With an immediate trip to the doctor to ensure no harm was done to Chuuya or the baby, +
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He could feel the air escape from his chest upon impact as his hand quickly rested on his stomach. Barely five seconds after Chuuya fell onto his back, Dazai sprinted into the room. He immediately dropped to his knees beside Chuuya as he forced the distress out of his voice. +
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The unexpected blinding pain was enough for him to lose focus.
Chuuya struggled to land on his socked feet as he desperately attempted to get his bearings. Not quickly enough. With a loud curse, he slipped on the tiled floor and landed on his back. +
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Which was all fine and dandy until one day it failed him. Chuuya was hovering just a few inches above the tiled floor as he rummaged through the top shelf of the bathroom medicine cabinet. The man was humming a soft tune before an intense ache formed near his lower abdomen. +
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If his bladder was uncomfortably full in the middle of the night, there was an easy solution. There was no need to wake his partner to tell him that he was struggling to roll out of the bed.
With barely any effort, he could float out of bed and come right back. +
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He’s so cute 🥰
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YIPPEEEE 🥳🥳🥳🥳
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You’re such a sweetie pie though
It was a no brainer for me 💛💛💛💛
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Time to reread for the fourth time 🥰💛💛
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🤧
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THEN DONT THREATEN ME WITH MY WORST NIGHTMARE 😭
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I suppose this was not the best to greet my new oomf but hello 🥲💛 I have no self control
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Oh now that might be a problem…yikes for both of us
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I’m deleting my accounts then 😤
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I can pay for like 3 sessions?
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I don’t know either 😔