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Bad Werewolf. Worse role model. BPD | FND | AuDHD Queer | They/Them Artist |Archivist | Bartender 📸 Skychaser Photography 📚Barred and Beloved 🎨 Vlfgrim Creatives
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I have airport disease. My doctor says it's terminal. I'll stop now.

"Dogs are not our whole life, but they make our lives whole." – Roger Caras Thanks for being a good model, Dad. #tallahasseephotographer #tallahasseelocal #northfloridaphotographer #petportrait #portraitphotographer #portraitphotography

I hope America is as lucky as the delta jet - everyone survives but the right wing explodes

The other website is pretty much done

Being a born and raised Floridian and newly having weather PTSD is wild. It's raining outside and I can't go to sleep because I'm so freaked out.

Fuck that other psychiatrist in particular. I hope they get rats.

I make jokes about being a werewolf but I'll be damned if I've never found a more perfectly encompassing metaphor for BPD. Just a regular Little Red Riding Hood over here. (And we will not mention my years of intensive research on the subject.)

In the early 2000s we (girls) were getting over diagnosed with bipolar/bipolar II for our erratic behavior. We know SO much more about trauma than we did them, I'm not shocked to see the dx become more "common." Just a thought tho (Dx'd bipolar in 2006 at 16, re dx'd BPD in 2021 at 31)

Don't fuck with me, I can't have grapefruit or charcoal. #bpd #bipolar

"stop posting about politics, toaster boy" people say as shit like this keeps happening.

Eyeless -2025

Rome is burning and Nero is busy playing violin in the fucking White House.

Here it is in a nutshell: 1. Trump is an authoritarian. 2. With the GOP controlling Congress, courts are key to protecting democracy. 3. So far, courts are doing a good job on #2. 4. GOP will next attack election rules like they did in 2021. Don't let the cynics convince you not to fight. FIGHT!

Trying to stop a BPD spiral when I'm staring down the barrel of a repeat of my 2020 after a surprise ER visit is exhausting. Context: I nearly died with a blood infection and 2020 and it's now looking like another infection has put strain on my heart. No answers yet, but appointments made.

Nothing like your cat being MIA for HOURS and then demanding cuddles with a vengeance at 3 am bc that's when you USUALLY get home from work. I don't know what to do with a cat. She usually just follows me around like a dog. I just want to sleep, not have a chat about your day, cat.

In all honestly it's a toolbox that's half filled with knives but who's looking? Lol I learned it all through mistakes and being forced through an AA program as a teenager bc it was "like" DBT. I hate the workbook too, but I use it more like a reference book and that's usable sometimes.

My #BPD didn't start "looking" like BPD until after I crashed out and put myself in a psych ward because literally no one believed me when I told them that I felt like I was going insane. My toolbox to handle my symptoms is well used and well cared for. But even still, I hate getting activated.

What does one call a group of nonbinary individuals? I would like to suggest: A Fluster. 🤣 #lgbtqia #nonbinary #nobines

FACT: Adolf Hitler was also a convicted felon when he took office in 1933.

I don't really do "how are you doing" in my successful long standing relationships. I do "I know we haven't spoken in a month but I just started this book I think you'll like." I know hyper-independence is a trauma response but I literally do not have the empathetic capacity for small talk. #bpd

It's really funny to me to have found myself being the #millenialmanager I love it but it's eye opening to realize.

Snow in Tallahassee, FL 1.22.2025 #photography #wimterstorm #snowphotography #snowinfl

Am I alone on this one??

It's time to watch videos. Angela Davis, Malcom X, Fred Hampton, James Baldwin, Huey P Newton, Rev Dr MLK JR videos... I ain't gone tell you to read -- cause we ain't got that typa time. But we missing tools and we gotta catch up.

Apologies for getting a bit political on main tonight. I think this cartoon sums it up.

Bluesky Wisdom from Rochester New York Radio Legend "Hot" Scott Fybush...

I’m gonna get put on a government watch list for this one I just know it

It's so sick to think that my great-grandfather ESCAPED from Austria to start our family here and this is the country that I have to go to sleep in, knowing what happens next.

Via RollingStone:

January 19

They will tell you that he did not make that salute. They will grind away at the evidence until it is it is an artifact of a memory and then tell you that you're remembering it wrong. You saw it. He did it. Don't let them make you forget.

Having a 22 year gasp and cover her mouth with her hand when I casually mentioned that I was born in 1989 as I made her drink during my last happy hour shift is both amusing as fuck and interesting to consider. I get the sentiment tho, I thought I had failed at adulthood at 25. #bartenderlife

Last night my partner off hand mentioned that he realized that he hadn't wiped down the thrift store headboard we purchased last week before installing it. Me: No, I'm pretty sure you did... Direwolf: Nope, def not. -4-5 seconds- Both of us scurrying out of the bed: Fuck this, can't handle it.

"I found I could say things with color and shapes that I couldn't say any other way - things I had no words for." Georgia O'Keeffe #photography #weddingphotography