levion.bsky.social
Let's player. Talks about music (metal, alt rock, edm, etc.). Sports (Ravens, Mets and Nets). Loves video games. Hates gamers and the game industry.
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I mean I know Planet Coaster is on these consoles but like, at least that was designed with some foresight in mind and it's still clunky as hell
RCT3 is as old as Steam itself
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This whole thing also brings down the field design massively and despite how claustrophobic the game is now the collision detection hasn't improved even slightly so it just feels like ass to play
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Street 1 is good because it's there and you're rewarded for using the system but it doesn't outright gate you from half of its modes for not doing a hundred wall moves and stupid behind the back passes. Spamming your gimmicks is terrible game design.
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So many of these goofy extreme sports games from the 00s SERIOUSLY hampered their game design with the trick/skill plays in games that normally don't have that as a design conceit. I understand it in snowboarding/skateboarding games but that's about it?
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not bsky this is the only good social media app right now
Just. Here.
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So proud of you for making this change for your own betterment. Take care of yourself! We all appreciate what you do.
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I could build Harumasa but....,,,
Idk I kinda wanna just wait for a better electric dps
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I really should've sprang for Yanagi after all, but then again, I wouldn't have the M2 Miyabi that's beating these ice stages in literally seconds so. Eh. Tradeoffs, I guess.
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thank you Dia
I wish I could just do that tbh but... wouldn't be so easy
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uncomfortable but that doesn't mean I have to like it any more, I guess.
I just wanna say sorry to the people I've hurt and the asinine things I've said in confidence in the past. I wish I could undo a lot of it.
Anyway rant over I guess whatever. Hope some more CEOs die this year. That'd be cool
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inflicted misery like anything in the past but I feel like I'd be destroying any dignity I have left if I decided to rescind. I'd rather die with that than live knowing it's all a bunch of bullshit. I'm just sick of being caught between a rock and a hard place. Yeah I guess it's supposed to be
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not sad, I feel fucking hopeless. Completely and utterly hopeless. And I haven't severed the last few threads that are still clinging on to my upbringing yet because I'm scared to. I know I need to, but I think if I lose the few people I have left, Idk what I'll do with myself. It's still a self-
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I know what that feels like. I was so horribly depressed in the years up until I finally removed myself. The last few have been the happiest years of my life. This year could've been if not for dealing with such an avalanche of negativity. It's put me in a state of total despair, not depression. I'm
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of catharsis anyway. I'm just stuck here hating where my life led me to and trying so hard to claw my way out of this hole for a sense of personal principle and yet I'm surrounded on all sides by people with shovels instead of rope.
It's so strange too because I'm definitely NOT depressed because
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treat other people. It's heartbreaking. But I have nowhere else to go to cope with it. The few non-internet "friends" I still have are so faux-tolerant it hurts. Absolutely willing to agree in silence but not out loud and even then I'm still called weird or too different in private to get any sense
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much of what kicked off my active separation was seeing just how vile the rhetoric from my friends and relatives during this past election cycle and the "trans panic" and all that shit. I just can't put up with it anymore. I can't put up with the way people I once respected and thought intelligent
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not believing what others believe until you either crack or decide trying to stand up for what you DO believe in isn't worth it anymore. I hate it here so much.
I just want to fix myself and be a better person. To be as tolerant as I can be and love people who are struggling in their own ways. So
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so small-minded so as not to see out of my bubble. And honestly it's so easy to make excuses. People who didn't grow up in the environment here have absolutely no idea how bad it is. It seriously is considered "wrong-think" down here to believe different. You get so gaslit and silently cut off for
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in it STILL after all the evidence, and the CES letter and everything else; they should be so deeply, personally ashamed of themselves.
I'M ashamed. I'm so mad at myself for falling for this for so long. For never questioning a thing until long after I hurt so many people because of it. For being
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willfully indoctrinate their kids into this shit. Who genuinely believe it's providing their kids with something better when it's such harmful rhetoric, such a stunted growth cycle and such awful, terrible and repressive parenting that each and every single self-respecting individual who takes part
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think I still am. Which was a thoroughly blunt, arrogant and angry person.
I'm still fucking angry, but for entirely different reasons now. I'm so angry at men. At these old and saggy monsters who so joyfully manipulate people for the sake of their wealth and power. I'm so angry at the parents who
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community. I mean I was always bad at maintaining some of that stuff, but like, at least when they didn't know? It was a fall back option? Now I'm thoroughly and utterly ostracized, and all my friends smart enough to get out before me are long gone, and the rest only tolerate me for the person they
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the better part of 8 years, but the last one has been far and away the hardest because the second I showed a shred of activity in my abandonment, everything just broke to pieces. I've lost most of my family, any semblance of a relationship I had with old friends, and any lingering thread of a local
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I fucking hate mormonism so much. I despise how manipulative and evil and controlling it is. So passive aggressive and twisted in the way people just do everything they can to ruin your life for not conforming to it. Especially where I live in the deepest bowels of mormon hell. I've been "out" for
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Tell them shits!