i did think ceej was ceej when i first followed him. but his posts were so good i wasn't even mad when ceej joined and i realized i wasn't already following him
in the old days like 300 people would change their display name to ceej or Ceej and reply "are we?" But i can't tell if those were the bad old days or the food old days because it got annoying quick
Tbh I'm fucking exhausted with empathy. I hate hate hate that I'm incapable of not caring because it makes me miserable. Meanwhile people who only care about themselves seem quite content with their lives and I'm honestly quite jealous.
Like, I *know* the system is oppressive, I *know* the rich are the enemy, I *know* the most vunerable need to be protected. But if I didn’t care about any of that I would be a lot happier than I am now. Compassion feels fucking suffocating to be honest.
The only reason we have a society at all (in spite of our many flaws as people and the flaws in our society) is because we have so much compassion for one another. The compassion to care for one another against a cruel and unrelenting world.
I don't like how people out there think that compassion and empathy is a weakness, when in reality it is far harder (emotionally) to be compassionate and empathetic and far easier to just resign yourself to being full of hate
If only we could only allow our bodies to p r o c e s s experiences rather than gather the upset into psychotic irrational rage and then make those into blame game laws...o wait.
That’s another way you can go. I did go cry about it. Now I will inundate you with the mighty force of water, against which no army or fortress can withstand.
Compassion has sharpened my teeth into fangs, converted my fingers to claws, and altered my body into that of a feral and hungry dog. I dream of tearing into and feasting on some rich, fatty flesh in the middle of a pitch black night. Sometimes I'm just a puppy though.
i have synthesized my grief and anger at the tragedy of the world into something harder than diamond and sharper than steel. i shall find the essence of humanity no matter how much cutting it takes
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